Barriers - Taehyung || Complete

Ch. 19

The next couple of weeks have been pretty hectic. BTS' new album just dropped and so far it has been really successful. I felt happy that the timing is right that I was able to be a part of this during my internship. During the first week of their comeback with Idol, Amy showed me what I have to do at each music show they go to. It was very similar to what I do at the building, I just have to watch them and make sure everything goes smoothly from the time they arrive at the music show until they leave. Amy wanted to have another day off when she felt like I was ready to be by myself again. When the second week of their music shows started I was by myself.

I woke up at 5AM to head over to the guys' dorm and make sure they are up and ready for today's show. 

"Good morning, Jongin." I happily said getting into the car.

"It's really early and you're this happy already?" Jongin asked.

"Yeah. Things have been going really smooth and I love this job. Even if I have to wake up early, it's worth it."

"So...have you given any more thought about possibly staying here?"

I fell silent and looked down to my lap. "I...I don't know yet. I've definitely thought about it since we talked about it and moving my whole life here, not to mention learning a pretty difficult language --no offense, it's a really big step."

Jongin chuckled. "Well you have Amy and myself to help teach you the language."

I looked up at the mirror. "You know Amy?"

"Oh..no I haven't met her. You talk about her so I figure she also knows english."

"Oh right. Maybe I should talk to her about this too and get her opinion as well. Too bad she has the day off today."

"When are you guys going to America?"

"Hmm in a couple of weeks. We're only going to be there for a week and then we're coming back here and I have three weeks left after that."

"How about this. When you go to America and you get a little taste of your old life again, compare your life there and the life you can have here. Then when you come back, make your final decision."

I thought about it and then smiled at him. "Okay, deal."

Jongin dropped me off at the dorms and since we would all be taking one car, I let him have the rest of the day off. I swear his face beamed up like a little kid in a candy shop. I guess he really wanted to have some more time with his girlfriend.

I got up to the dorms and starting waking them up one by one. Namjoon and Jin have a room together, Yoongi, Hoseok, and Jimin have a room, and Taehyung and Jungkook have a room. Amy told me that as the days go by during their music show it's gonna get more hard to get them to wake up. It makes me feel kind of bad, them not getting enough sleep. I wonder if there's something I can do to help them get through the days a little more easier. I will figure this out during this month. 

I was able to get the hyung line and Jimin awake. While they started getting ready I headed over to Taehyung and Jungkook's room. I knocked, "Wake up little ones! It's time to get ready!" I snickered. They have no idea what I'm saying I just like yelling at them like that. I opened the door and saw a very cute Taehyung cuddling with a body pillow and slightly drooling. When I looked over to Jungkook's bed, it was empty. I didn't see him out in the living room or with the other members. Then, I heard a slight snoring coming from their closet. I walked over, opened it up, and sighed in amusement. Jungkook was sleeping upright, leaning his back against the right side of the closet. His mouth was slightly open and his head was tilted using his own shoulder as some sort of pillow. I took my translator out of my bag and crouched down next to him. I lightly tapped him to wake him up. He slowly opened his eyes and smacked his lips together.

"Noona?"

"Good morning, Jungkook. What are you doing in here?"

"I couldn't sleep in my bed so I came in here. I don't know why, but I felt better sleeping in here."

I chuckled. "Alright, well it's time to get up. We're leaving in an hour." 

He closed his eyes and nodded. I poked him again and he slowly got up and zombie walked over to his bathroom. Now, Taehyung. 

I walked over to his bed and slightly shook him awake. He groaned and turned in his bed, now facing me. I pouted and poked him again, no movement. Fine...five more minutes. I turned around to head into the living room when I felt a hand pull my arm and pull me into the bed. Taehyung replaced his body pillow for my own and wrapped his arms and legs around me. I lay flat on his bed and the only free movement I had was my head. I turned to look at Taehyung and whispered to him, "Taehyung." He just kept lightly groaning, obviously wanting to sleep more. I knew what would wake him. I whispered again, "Oppa."

He groaned a little louder but it was still not enough to wake him up. But I am pretty sure he can hear me. I gave in and decided to give him another five minutes. Since I couldn't really move I just stared at his beauty.  Our connection with each other has been so amazing it is almost too good to be true. Even though I can't be with him everyday like a real relationship, just knowing that we both want to spend time together, it's enough. When all of this is over...I am going to miss him the most. Just thinking about what happens after my internship is over, I felt like my heart was breaking already. And as if he could feel the emotions I'm feeling on the inside, he brought me closer to his chest and held on to me tight. We were now face to face and my head rested comfortably on his chest. Even though I don't know korean, I definitely knew what he whispered next and I was DEFINITELY not prepared for this. 

"Saranghae, y/n"