JSHK oneshot x reader And Scenarios

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Why am I not strong enough?

The first time I thought of this when he died... I couldn't save him... I'm not strong enough to helped him... I was his friend but I can't do anything of what his fate will become...

"MITSUBA!!!!"

I-I couldn't, I'm too weak... He can't pass on peacefully because I'm so weak... I'm useless... My brother and sister are better than me, I can't deny it...

Why do they have to die?

Again, I failed... I fail to save her... She was my senpai, friend, and my crush... And yet here I am, useless can't stop from her fate...

"Senpai, I'm so sorry..."

She died in front of me... Yet I only can see, couldn't stop it... Hanako tried his best but failed... He the one who probably hurt the most... Again, I couldn't protect my friend...

Why don't I die?

I'm tired, I'm so tired... Nobody is here to me to protect... Or should I say sacrifice... I never protected them, all I do just let fate take them to their doom... Mitsuba, Nene-senpai... I'm sorry... I hope you forgive me for wanting to join you all... With that, I jump off the rooftop...

"KOU STOP!!"

Teru... He grab my hand... He trying to stop me from my suicide... I look at him, his face show horrified and sadness... I know how he feel... I really do... But I just want to die...

"Let go off me... PLEASE!" I said while tears streaming down my face. Teru still trying to pull me up, he didn't want to let go...

I start moving around, try to make his grab loose... But what happened is not what I expect...

"TERU-NII, NO!"

He.. fall instead of me... He use his full power to pull me up... But resulting him to fall instead... He.. sacrificed for me... I... I can't even protect my brother... No... I'm the one who caused my brother death...

Why?! Just why?!

I want to scream... I want to destroy everything... I can't... I couldn't... I'm worthless... I'm nobody... After his funeral, I decided to lock myself... Lock myself from the world... I... I don't want to sacrificed anyone again... It's already too much... Too much sacrificed had been made... I just can't have more of it...

"Kou-nii, please open the door," A soft voice said behind the door... It must be Tiara... I want to reply but... I can't... She had lost one of her big sister because of me... Beacuse of her useless brother like me... Why am I even here? Why am I a Minamoto? The only thing I bring is shame and sacrifices...

"I can help you, but there's a price to pay~"

A figure appear in front of me... No, please not him... This can't be right...

"I can help you Kou-kun~ You look so desperate, so I'll grant your wishes even you're still alive~" He sang his words out playfully... His golden eyes stared into my soul...

From all the supernatural that exist its has to be Tsukasa...

I look away, I don't trust him... I can't trust him, I just can't... He killed Mitsuba... He also responsible for senpai death... He... He the one who always bring disaster...

"But aren't we the same? You also make a lot sacrifices to yourself~" He sang, it's like he read my mind...

"Do you think I would fall for your trap? You're just an evil supernatural who like to manipulating other!! We're totally different!!" I yelled, denying him... Even so, deep down... I know he is right...

He just smile, smile creepily... He... He... HE...

I quickly grab my staff, the seal that Hanako put already been removed... I stabbed him and releasing the full power of the staff... He look at me, grinning like maniac... Why is he not scare even he's going to die..?

"By killing you had released them from their pain... By killing you had saved them... Isn't that great..?"
That statement hit me... It hit me like a train... My mind suddenly go blank, as if something had shutted down...

No...

No...

NO..!

...

...

...

Y E S ! !

It make sense... This all make sense! Killing is the way... the only way I can do to save them... Killing would make them free... FREE FROM ALL THE BULLSHIT OF THIS WORLD!!

I laughed, laughed like an maniac... Guess I finally snapped... I never feel this much joy!

I repeatly stabbed him, make sure he won't try saying something else. After that, I opened my door to see my little sister staring me with horror.

"Let your big brother save you from this pain~"

//STAB//

I shall save her... I shall save all my friends... I shall... SAVE THE WHOLE HUMANS AND SUPERNATURAL FROM THIS PAIN!!!

I'LL KILL, I'LL KILL THEM OFF SO THEY CAN BE FREE AND SAFE!!!
And one voice that keep me sane
"Kou what are u doing? Snap out of it this is isnt u" (y/n) said while hugging me
"(Y-y/n) senpai?  Why are u here?"kou said
"Because i love u kou kun i always did no matter what" (y/n) said as kou start to cry in her chest