I Want You, I Need You

Part 1

Erisolkar - a life worth saving
Your name is Eridan Ampora and your life feels completely pointless at this time. You had ran home and shut yourself in your room, Violet blood covering your wrists as you stare at your royal blood color.
Shore you had a flush crush on none other than Karkat Vantas, and also hate crush on none other than Sollux Captor....neither of them act like your even there but as if you care..you really do but you had no chance so you planned to kill yourself and overdose just seemed like the way to go. You went in your bathroom and grabbed the bottle of Asprins and sleeping pills and took about 7 sleeping pills and about 10 Asprins and pulled the suicide note from your bedside dresser.
You lay down with the note on your chest as so close your eyes hoping to just fall into eternal sleep...
SOLLUX'S POINT OF VEIW
"Really KK...." You said groaning at the small troll walking beside you
"YES REALLY...UNLIKE YOU I ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT THAT ASSHOLE..." He says shoving his hands in his pockets.
"Geez KK...fine...."you say trudging along following the short tempered troll.
You finally end up at Eridans the door wide open. That's when you see Karkats worried look like he knows something is wrong.He runs in the house and starts yelling for him.
"ERIDAN?!?" karkat yelled over and over again running up the steps leaving you clueless to what was going on.
"S-SOLLUX!!!" You hear him scream his voice cracking as he yells. You know something's really wrong as you rush up the stairs to eridans room to find KARKAT crying and then you see why....
KARKATS POV
your crying and you don't care that Sollux sees. ERIDAN is laying there, lifeless. Then as Sollux notices you realize the note as you take it from his lifeless hands reading it through quickly, it having a part addressed to you and a part addressed to Sollux.
Yours reads:
Dear Kar,
I've been flushed for you for two sweeps and I'm really gonna miss you but I never had a chance with you and you where always to busy and I always was so desperate....I'm sorry <3
You cry even harder now handing Sollux his letter running to the bathroom there finding the open pill containers. Then it shocks you, you have to get them out. You run back out there and get solluxs help as you sit him up and shove two fingers down his throat hoping he'll respond. He randomly starts gagging roughly the pills coming up from his throat. He's still coughing and he looks very weak as you pull him into a hug your body shaking and you feel something cold...you look at your shirt...Violet blood..then you see his wrists they where cut and bleeding.
"E-ERIDAN..." You shake running to the bathroom and grabing gauze and tape to stop the bleeding. You quickly wrap his wrists pulling him close as Sollux just stares off seemingly looking like he's crying.
"S-SOLLUX..." You say motioning him over. He comes over as you whisper.
"W-WILL YOU C-CUDDLE WITH U-US...."Sollux blushes and moves to the other side of ERIDAN he's awake but to weak to speak.
SOLLUX POV
He grabs your hand, smiling with his shark teeth weakly, Looking at you admiringly with his Violet eyes.
"E-ED..." You say softly "Ii-Iim sorry...." Tears spring to your eyes as you curl up beside him, KK already fast asleep curled up to Eridan, holding him close. You lean in and kiss the violet blooded trolls cheek as he smiles.
ERIDANS POV
You can't believe it...your actually alive...they-they saved you life. You can hear them Both as Karkat runs around obviously crying and he wraps your wrists and lays you down. Your to weak to talk as Kar cuddles up beside you holding on to you. Sollux was a bit hesitant but he finally came over and started crying and cuddled up to you as well as you lay there...wondering what to think...or worst of all...how they feel towards you...and why...why was your life worth saving..?
~THE NEXT MORNING~
ERIDANS POV
You wake up your eyes opening to the semi-dark room as you feel two body's curled up on either side of you. Then you remember....it's Sollux and Karkat. They saved your life the night before.
You are snapped out of your own thoughts as Karkat starts to stir, cuddling deeper into your chest purring softly. You blush at his affection as you run your fingers through his course black hair. Karkats grip suddenly tightens as you wince. He whines and you see him start to shake.
"E-ERIDAN...P-PLEASE DONT G-GO...." He mumbles. You gently shake him.
"K-Kar...wwake up..."you say weakly. His eyes dart open as his Crimson eyes stare into yours. He looks as if he was going to cry as he buries his face in your chest. You pull him closer to you kissing his temple. Sollux was still sound asleep but after about and hour he started to stir yawning and opening his eyes as he turns to face you. He sees your awake as He starts to speak.
"E-ED....Iim 2orry...."