I N N O C E N T T H U G :: Started From the Bottom::

I N N O C E N T T H U G ::Over Whelmed::

  ::Lloyds veiw::

        I walk back to the bar to return to my customer's before they become ancy. I become real over protective, and I couldn't bare to see another site of my girlfriend on stage dancing for other men. 

        ::India's veiw::

        I was dancing on stage and then i finally finished my performance. I become overwheled by the applause and whistels. I walk off stage and walk around and Lloyd stands there singaling me to come here. I smile and walk towards him. "Hey, how'd i do?" I asked moving my hair back. "You did good, but if you are ready to go home, I can take you" he says holding my hands and kissing them. I didn't know why he was acting so werid. "Well, no i'm not done Amiah said atleast 2 hours, but i'll let you know when im ready I promise" I say hugging him. 

        He embraces me like he didn't want to let me go "I trust you, just know that i'm here if you need me, and i'm not always rough on the outside, because i have a heart espically for the women i care for" he says kissing my hands. I smile and we share a kiss before I return to my buisness. I walk around tables to collect beer bottles and wine glasses to return them to the bar. All of a sudden I feel a slight tug on my wrist. I snatch my head toward it and look, "Hey momma, why don't you come sit on daddy's lap" he says pating his lap. I hold the tray and pull away from him and then think. I put down the tray and lay across his lap. I slowly arch my back as my hair falls covering my eye.

        "Yes! You better work" he says giving me a hundered dollar bill in my panties. I bite my lip and get off him. I grab the tray and head back to the bar giving Lloyd the tray. "Thanks baby" he says drying a glass.

        I smile and walk off. I guess he reall doesn have a soft side to him, but he is all gangsta on the outside. Hours when by and it was time for me to go. Every night they have bouncers clear the whole bulding. I was in the dressing room flipping my hair back as I zip up my jacket and check my body. I grab all my stuff and turn my phone back on and hurry to call my dad. I dail his number and let it ring "Hello?, You okay baby girl" he answers "I'm fine dad, i'm on my way home right now" I say "Alright, well hurry I want you in this house before 1:30a.m." he says hanging up. I hang up and walk to Amiah's office. "So you like it?" she asks closing down her office "yeah, it's alright and it's a job" I say smiling. She smiles at me "Kid, you made me money tonight and for that you get double the pay" she says slapping $300 in my hand. I look and tuck it in my purse and for some reason i got teary eyed.

        "Come on baby" Lloyd said holding my hand. I couldn't thank Amiah because this was alot of fucking money for the first day. It was unbelieveable. I get in the car and i end up falling asleep on the ride home. He pulled into the drive way and parked the car. "India, baby get up" he says shaking me. I strech and grab all my stuff. "Thank you Lloyd for everything, I had a really good time tonight" I said opening the car door. "Me too India, i'll see you tomorrow night" he says. I smile and shut the door walking up to my door step and opening the door. I see my dad and mom sitting on the couch together laughing, and drinking, and having a good time. I drop my keeys and pruse on the floor. 

        "India!, i'm glad your back, uh your mom--"I cut him off "What are you doing here?" I say to my mom. I begin to cry because I was already emotinal in the first place. "Answer me!!!" I yell at her. "Woah India calm your tone ! And calm down!" my dad says standing up. "Why is she here dad?! , she shouldn't be here she should be in the shelter home!" I said pointing at her. I saw the look on her face and she wasn't happy she was very upset. "India, honey i only came by to get some things from your father, i'm leaving tomorrow, you wont have to worry" she says standing up. I look away "I don't care you shouldn't be here, And what makes you think you deserve a dime of my dad's hard earned money!?" I say "India! thats enough!, alright go to your room and we will talk in the morning" he says "But i--" he cuts me off "now India" he says pointing upstairs.

       I grab everything and stomp upstairs shutting my room door. "I'm so sorry Melissa, I don't know why she is the way she is", "It's okay I can under stand why she wouldn't want to see me, iv'e been a terrible mother" Melissa says. "She just needs time, and she will get over it, maybe you two need to spend time together and maybe she'll ligthen up. Just stay here till tomorrow and I will have your stuff" Javon says. "You have always been good to me Ja'Von, i'm proud of you" Melissa says touching his face. 

        I comb threw my hair with the most bitter look on my face, and then i breath out whiping my face. I look at my phone and Lloyd has been texting me none stop and he just left 4 minutes ago. I smile and I text him back and let the phone sit, and it didn't take him but a minute to text back. I smile at his text and I dig in my purse pulling out the $300 that was in there. I put it on my make-up dresser and counted it and started to write down how much i made and slipping it into my personal homemade safe. I locked it up and went into my bed. I looked up at the ceiling and my phone went off. I grabbed the phone and answered it.

        "What is it Lloyd?!" I say laughing, "I just wanted to say, hey beautiful" he says laughing too. I smile. We talked on the phone for hours, and hours, until finally we both fell asleep on the phone threw skype. I had a feeling that this was going to turn out to be a good relationship. I was happy for the first time in my teenage life, I was feeled with joy. But soon enough it will make me a little bit over Whelmed.