Kurt's Secret

Chapter 8

"Okay..." West gasped. "He's in!"

"Told you!" Blaine smiled. "He's an awesome singer!"

Santana paused the last end credits of the video. Some of the Warblers were shocked by Kurt's unique voice.

"So yeah, if there's a Glee Club, Kurt's in. Thanks!"

She twirled around and left the room. The Warblers cheered. Everyone but Kurt, who was paralyzed in a corner. He was next to Blaine, but he scooted away in embarrassment.

Blaine was right by him quicker than he'd like to admit.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't want to be in the Warblers..."

"Why not?"

"I just... I don't want to..."

Blaine gave a look of sympathy. "Can we talk about this later?"

Kurt nodded, allowing Blaine to lead him back to their dorm. Kurt could instantly feel his arms itching again, but Blaine had cleared every sharp object in sight.

Kurt felt like be was going to go crazy without it, but whenever Kurt and Blaine were alone, they just talked. And that helped Kurt more than he realized. Sometimes he would rant about old bullies, or how he hated how perfect Sebastian's hair was.

Sometimes he would cry followed by comforting from Blaine. Kurt even began to sleep again. It was a miracle. Kurt probably hadn't slept a full night in 2 years.

That's when Blaine decided to confess about why he really came back in the house that night before Sectionals. He'd given the doctors Burt's number and they explained to him that Kurt had been cutting.

Burt was unable to come bring Kurt home for reasons Blaine didn't know so he called Blaine right before he left for Sectionals. Blaine was going to try and keep it a secret that he knew because he knew Kurt would be mortified.

He'd caught it in action. Truth was, and he'd never tell Kurt this, but he was scared. He was scared that be couldn't help Kurt, he was scared that Kurt would go too far and he was scared that he might lose his very first boyfriend.

That ate him up night after night. Until Sebastian found out the reason everyone was so depressed. The Warblers tried to keep it a secret since Sebastian would just make jokes or be rude. It wasn't easy making up a reason for Blaine to beat the living crap out of him. After all, they weren't sure how, but Kurt had said he was part of the reason.

They'd obviously had to forfeit from the competition because Kurt needed help. Kurt always seemed to find the worst in things, so Blaine would always do the opposite. He's find the bright side... Even if the bright side was simply that Blaine was right there with him.

"Okay, why didn't you tell me? I wouldn't joke around about this kind of stuff. I know when to be serious. You guys taught me that! Here in the Warblers!"

No one was moving. They'd all been in a sort of funk after Kurt's incident. Sebastian had found out about everything after Kurt rolled up his sleeves to wash his hands. It was definitely a sight to see him wince just by rolling up his sleeves.

But Sebastian was being true. He'd just wished they'd told him sooner... So he could cancel a certain package that was coming for Kurt the next day.

It was just that... He's deleted the number of this package to destroy any evidence that it was him... Now all he could do was pray something came up.

"And then he just shoved me back down again like as if I was nothing... I guess that was sort of the last straw for me. It's why I started cutting."

Kurt had explained to Blaine how Karovsky had kissed him. He explained that he felt he'd never have a true first kiss, even though he did like Blaine... A lot.

*******flashback ********

"Ok so Friday?"

"Yeah. Make sure no ones around and make sure no one knows I put out you up to this."

"Good."

Karovsky...