Alec

~July 15 2018~

Numb.... that's all i feel.... Why do i have to deal with this pain? i-i can just cut a little... to make me feel better.... only a little...." He thought as he started to walk to the kitchen with tears in his eyes. It was late, between 2-4 am. He took soft steeps being careful making sure not to make a sound.  He heard the air conditioner buzzing loudly. As he walked passed the window he felt a cool breeze making him shiver. He became nervous as he entered the kitchen, looking around making sure no one saw him take the knife from the small drawer filled with spoons, forks, butter knifes, and the sharp knifes. He quickly grabbed one that had a flat, but sharp edge. As he did he quickly and quietly ran to his room. 

As he entered the hot pink room, he grimace from the color, but sat down on the edge of his newly made bed. He twirled the sharp knife in his hand, mesmerized. He looked at his arms covered in paint from the art piece he did. He gently put the blade on his arm, and made a large cut. It bleed slightly, but not a deadly amount. He did this over and over again. The blood ran down his arms like a river. 

His eyes widened relisting what he had done. He got up shacking violently. He walked to his door tripping over his own feet. He reached out to the door seeing all the blood.  He started tearing up, as he grabbed the door handle shakily. He opened his door slowly, making no sound. He took a step into the hall that led to the living-room and his siblings room. He walked to his siblings dirty white door and saw a light from the small gap under his  siblings door, signaling that his sibling was awake. He knocked softly, asking "may i come in?" his tone was shaky as he asked. His sibling answered in their calming tone "yes"

He opened the door quickly tears now staining his pale white skin. His sibling looked shocked as they saw the cuts on his arm.

~To be continued~

{A/N this is my first story, based off of a event in a persons life! I hope you enjoyed and i will update 3/27/20~!}