I woke up by my baby girl, she 10months old. I got out of the bed walk into her bedroom, and then I heard a man voice and I got scared and ran toward the door and I just stop I have seen it was just her dad. Her dad and I are not together. I'm mad at my self, I kept pushing him away. I thought he stops loving me, we'll guess that now because he has a girlfriend. "Why didn't you tell me you were coming, "I said to him? "I did, I text you," he said. "Oh, kk" I walk out and went back in my room and I let Dave and his daughter have their time together. I feel so sad that I let him go so easily. I got up and went to the hall and went downstairs and went into the living room, then I sat down on the couch and just got my phone.
-My phone starts to ring-
"Hey, baby girl," my dad said. "Hi Dad," I said, a little sad. Every time my dad calls, it's always about Dave and Princess. Princess is my daughter's name. "Did Dave came over to talk to you," he said. I look so confused. "No," I said. "What going on" I also said getting worried. " I want him to tell you," he said in a sad voice. "Ok, dad, let me go talk to him," I said while telling my dad goodbye.
- Phone line end-
I walk upstairs to where Dave and Princess are and I see that Dave is holding her while still standing up. "Dave, can we talk in my room," I said. " Yeah we can," he said while putting princess back in the crib so that she can sleep. So we walk to my room and sat on my bed. "So what is going on, my dad called and told me that you had something to tell me". I looked at him in a worried look. He turned his face and I hear him sniffing. So I took my hand toward his face and turn it towards mines, and then I ask him. "What going David, why are you crying," I said while wiping his tears. "My mom has cancer, and she only has 3 months left". My face just drops to a sad face, and then I got up and got in top of him and sat on his lap and hugged him while his head is in my chest. Even though we are not together we still close, we like our best friends. " It, not fair man," He said "Look at me," I said. He looks at me "Stop blaming yourself and also beating your self up, everything is going to be ok, yeah it was not going to be easy without ma, but did see how I went through my mom past that shit wasn't easy, that because I had you beside my side throughout the journey of my depression" I said and kiss his cheek. "We will get through this together," I also said. I got up off him and grab his hand, we walk back to our baby girl room and, then walk up to her crib and see that she is sleeping peacefully in her crib. " I have to be strong for 3 people that are my life right now". He said. Then I look up at him, and I was confused. "What you mean 3, what happens to Keisha," I said. " I'm still with her, but she is really bugging me to the point where she keeps asking for money over and over again and always wants to argue a lot and I don't have time for that". He said. I shook my head, and then I look up at him. Man, I miss him so much, this shit is not easy at all, all because I'm so fucking insecure about my body and his fan always body slam me for no reason. Ever since I had Princess I got a lot thicker. Dave is the only guy that I want to be with.
Dave pov
I really miss my family, being the house with Yn and my daughter princess. It feels wonderful, but I have a girlfriend. All she complains about is how I spend a lot of time with my daughter at Yn house and not mine own. There 2 reason for that is Yn don't want another girl touching princess and I want to be around Yn more. This is very stressful for me, I'm not ready to lose my mother at all. But I came over my baby mother house to see her and princess. I still love my Yn with all my heart, but I want her to love her self first before she starts dating again. NO, I know what ya thinking you cheated on her, NO I meet Keisha 3 months later after I and Yn broke up So what are you doing today" I said to her. "Nothing, just relaxing today and get my order out of the way, she said. "How many orders did you get," I said while walk out of princesses room. " I have about 400 order so, I have to go to my office for about 5 hours, why you ask. " Because I want to spend time with you," I said. "But Dave, you have a girlfriend at your house."she said. " I know I'm talking about when I get back and when princesses are wake." I said. " Ok, that fine." she said, smiled. " ARD I'll be back to spend time with my girls" I SAID and kiss her forehead and walk downstairs and left.
