Mental [In Editing] [No more upload]

Authors Note P.1

Sorry for everyone who enjoyed mental. I've recently had a panick attack about what happened in the past and I couldn't deal with having to re-go through those emotions. So I unpublished mental. But I've finally gotten better and composed myself to be able to republish mental.

Ik nobody will read this because it's not those happy BL books. Ik people are going to ignore this and comment "stop fantasizing about rape." Or "abuse shouldn't be made for entertainment.

But this is my suicidal story. This is how I cope with what happend to me. This is the only way ik how to cope.

I'm a writer by heart.

Even if I suck...

So please don't comment such hurtful things.

I'll explain what happened in a later time...

But I've become very unstable, with my emotions. Especially with this book. With Adam, I'm doing really well with controlling my fingers because Adam is not my story.

But Mental that's all me. I'm vulnerable with this story so please no rude comments.