IMAGINES // Billie Eilish

Friends With Benefits Pt. 2

Y/N's POV

It's Saturday, Caius is over at my house and we're watching the television together. Apperently I told him my feelings and it was mutual, smooth. Some got my heart pounding like crazy but it's all okay. We've been dating for a week, Billie doesn't know yet and I've been keeping my distance. My parents knew and they were incredibly welcome.

She's been calling and telling on how she really wanna have sex. She demanded me to come to her house and I lied a couple of times and got away with it. She would come into my house with the doors locked, she called me out but I pretended like I wasn't there, it's kinda fun seeing her confused and mad lmaoo

I told Caius about Billie and he was super chill about it, he told me to just confess to her in a nice and crowded place, therefore she won't get mad because there are people.

I'm just at my room right now, chilling, listening to music, watch youtube videos, eating snacks. My parents are out as usual. I went downstairs to get a glass of water and checked twice to see if the door's locked.

I opened the door to my room and I saw Billie trying to crack open through the window. I gasped and stay out my room leaning to the wall, thinking of the possibilities of what would happen and most of them aren't really pretty...

"Y/n! You in there?!" her voice muffled through the glass window with bangs coming in. I gathered as much confidence and walk in my room.

"Oh hey, Billie, it's been a long time.. havin' trouble getting in? Heheh"

"You're not funny" she spoke stirnly seeing me dead in the eyes. Gulp

"Yea I know... but what if I am?"

"Shut the fuck up and open the damn window, geez!"

I didn't lie when I say I started sweating, I acted out likw nothing had happened and all too cocky.. I think.

"What the fuck are you doing?" she asked, watching my hands obviously not trying to open the window. "Trouble opening... hehe-"

*bam

She banged the window with her fist and I jumped back, the window showed small cracks and her face was dead serious. I quickly open the window and let her in. "What the fuck have you been doing?!" she walked out the room and went downstairs.

"I was busy with my homework..." I say as I follow her down. She walked to the kitchen and took a glass, "What homework?"

"English... math"

"Shut up, I'm in english class with you" she started drinking while I stand there awkwardly. "Go to your room and strip"

"Oo yea I wanna talk to you... about that"

"Yea, I don't care, go to your room", she motioned her finger pointing up to my room. "I have a boyfriend" I spoke not breathing. Billie roamed around the kitchen opening each closet, getting a a bag of snackz.

"Billie, I have a boyfriend"

"What?" she burped, "I said I have a-"

"Sorry, I don't speak Spanish- wait what?!" she looked at me, intense in her eyes. "What the fuck, y/n!" she walk towards me fast, speed. "Isn't that a good... thing...?"

"How the fuck is that a good thing!?" she spat on my face, "Because that way... we don't have to have undesirable sex, continuously"

"Undesirable!? So all this time you've never really like having sex with me??", "No, I enjoy our sex... it just don't feel right" I say as I sit on the sofa in the living room with her following from behind.

"Two girls fucking each other's not wrong"

"I'm not gay, Billie", "Yea like your boy's better at sex than me..." she mumbled. "What do you even like from the boy anyway..."

"Well, he's nice, kind, supportive?"

"I can be fucking nice if I wanted to..."

"He's a gentleman, sweet-"

"Yea, okay, I get it, the dude's attractive, but what about us?" she asked, "What do you mean?", "Can we still do this?" she hold both up her hands and 👉🏿👌

"Uhm no"

"That sucks" she blew througy her mouth and took a deep breathe, there was a bit of silence between the both of us, comfortable. "I won't leave if you won't let me fuck you"

I sighed, and I know her, her words were real, so real, "Promise me this is gonna be the last time?" I asked.

She nodded and gave that stare that says '100% no problem'

"I promise" she say.

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1. ive just realised its april already

2. i also realise that theres a shit ton of rape in my storiez jezuz

3. n sorry if i hvnt been publishing in a long time,

quarantine got me writting again huh

lmao soz ilyforeva