opposites attract

I'm Jacqueline and I'm going to tell you my painful story about my first love,

         I woke up to my alarm blaring through my ear i reached over to turn it off i layed in my bed thinking about another day of torcher and facing my crush....school.

I got out of bed and walked to my closet looking for what i wanted to wear i stood in my closet and i finally chose what i wanted to wear my black skinny jeans with silver butterflies on the back, a black v neck and a yellow tank top underneath i grabbed my grey hoodie and went to the bathroom i combed my hair and brushed my teeth.

I hated everything in my reflection i combed my hair again and i caught a glimpse of my wrist the faded lines marked permanently on my wrist. I immediately pushed my sleeve down and grabbed my clarinet and my backpack and headed out the door i walked  out into the cold nipping at my ears, my cheeks turning red. 

*15 MINUTES LATER*

I arrived at school walking through the side gate i walked up the side walk to the band room passing through the creepy Santa clause in the window (yes, there is actually a creepy Santa clause looking out the boiler room in my school) i put my clarinet outside the band room and began walking to my 0 period p.e i walked in the locker room greeted by my Best  friend Rosalinda 

"hey whats up?"

"nothing you"

"not much now hurry and change"

"o-okay" i said i hate changing especially in front of the girls i have in my p.e there all so perfect the flat stomachs and I'm just not i put on my shirt first it goes down to my mid thighs so i can change better i pulled it all the way down and quickly took off my pants and quickly pulled up my p.e shorts i put all my clothes in my locker and shut it closed 

"okay lets go" 

We waited for Mr.Hamilton to take roll. 

"Okay today were going to play volley ball and were going to number off" we split into four teams luckily i got paired up with Rosy's team. I served first and the ball went clear above the net i smiled i loved volleyball but i never tried out because i knew i wouldn't make the team they served back and it went sailing towards my i cupped my hands and hit it perfectly.

Our team won and Mr.Hamilton blew the whistle and told us to get dressed i ran to the locker room and changed my clothes really fast i waited for rosy so we could go out and hang out before the bell rings to go to first period.

We walked out the gym and to the band room to put her trombone away.

We walked up the rail and my heart stopped there he was tanner his name rang in my head he was standing by the front doors of the band room his red signature red converse and loose skinny jeans he was standing there looking perfect his pale skin, his perfect black hair, his pink lips, his white teeth...perfect my heart started racing a million miles per hour *calm down breathe* i took a deep breath 

"hey whats up" he said standing beside me

"We just got out of p.e" i said my cheeks flaring

He smiled he put his elbow on my shoulder leaning on me if only he knew what he did to me him standing this close to me it felt 1,000 degrees warmer in my hoodie Rosy smiled she knew i had a massive crush on him.

He was the section drum leader in band and he has an amazing personality hes hilarious and outgoing hes not scared to dance silly when were playing party rock anthem and when some ones sad hes always the one to go up to you and hug you he was a perfect person he always manages to make me smile even when I'm at the point of crying

"helloo" he said waving his hand infront of me snapping me back to reality 

"sorry i was just thinking of something" i said blushing 

"you were thinking of how sexy i am werent you" he said winking, oh i forgot to mention hes really cheeky to

"N-noo!" i said blushing even more 

"haha sure you werent well i got to go" he said walking away i smiled sadly knowing someone so perfect could never love some one like me.