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I am also a man with no place to go and no place to call home.

This country and its society has regected me.

And Buccellati, the only time I feel inner calm, is when I'm by your side.

These words are held in a place in my heart that I thought was a void that could never be filled.

As I lay on my deathbed, the only things running though my mind,

the suttle heartbeats that remain,

regrets that I've carried the burden of,

and the thought that if I didnt live my life how you would've wished me to,

I'd decent into a deeper pit of darkness and dispair, while my body lies frozen.

In years to come you will also be breathing the last of your wise words.

The words that gave me a second chance at life and a greater will to live.

more less the will to live,

but rather a reason.

And when the time comes when you accend into heaven;

a billion miles farther from where my choices have taken me,

I hope that,

even if it's the faintest feeling,

a useless memory,

or even hatred,

I'll always have a place in your heart.


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