want you back ➸ markgun ✔

Chapter Sixteen

a/n: warning a very short a confusing update.

Mark

Its been days, Gun didn't attend his class. I was worried because it might because of me. The whole campus still gossiping about us. Sometimes I'm getting irritated because whenever I am walking in the hallway some of them grouping and they'll started to murmur like bees. I'm just throwing them a death glare and after they'll evaporated and disappear in front of me.

"Finally, Earth told me that Gun are finally going to school from being absent for a days" Title told me while we are in the cafeteria and eating our lunch. I look at him with my happy face. I felt relieved, I cant just visit him even though I'm passing his room whenever I am going home. I don't know I felt no guts after what happen and also Earth told me to give Gun a space. That's what I did.

"You need to accompany me later after class" Title look so confused at me.

"For what? Where are we going?" I smirk at him.

"You will see" I continue my lunch while seeing him shaking his head to me.

---

"You sure about this Mark?" Title asked me as if I wasn't serious about doing this. We are done buying some stuff to make surprise to Gun because he is now attending his class after his mini hiatus. I ask him to help me to prepare things, we are doing it in the mini auditorium. I asked some school staff to borrow the place for a whole day and they let me.

"You know for Gun" I said in enthusiastic tone.

"You really need to make it up to Gun, a big time Mark" he tapped me while I'm still staring on the banners and set up that we made for a whole night.

Tomorrow afternoon

It was all set, Gun was the only missing here. I am standing here in the middle of the auditorium while the lights were turn off. Title texted me that Gun is on his way here. I am nervous but excited to this for him. I am holding a bucket of flower while my heart beat is skipping right now.

The lights in the auditorium are turning on one by one as I saw from the entrance was Gun confusingly walking downwards. He didn't notice me yet cause he was busy keep looking at the surrounding. While seeing him walking towards me my heart was beating now so fast.

When the lights are all finally lights up. I welcome him with my bright smile. Finally also he saw me and the surprise pull off that I made for him. He was just staring to all of it when he finally made look at me. Still confuse.

"What is this Mark?" he was on the downside of the stage where I was standing. So that I go walk down to him and get his wrist then drag him in the stage.

He didn't say anything and he just follow me.

"That night you walk away, I really wanted to follow you but I didn't have that guts and I'm stuck in that moment. But I have to pull it off and tell the world how much I love you Gun" he just only staring at me. So I took that chance to get the props crown beside me.

I put it on his head. And also the sash he had worn that night. I also put in on to him.

"Even though you didn't win the first place. You are just only second placer but for me you were the moon for me. The moon that I desire to be mine.... again. I want you back Gun" he didn't say anything so I assume that he was too overwhelmed to what I did. But he just took off the crown and handed it to me.

"I don't understand Mark why are you doing this to me, but as you said before we ain't never go back to ourselves before" he smiled on me but I don't see any emotion on his eyes.

"Go back to Mint, she loves you so much. She was the one who are meant for you" I purely disagree and grab his both hands.

"Don't you dare doing this shit over again to me Gun. I am forgiving you even its hurting me cause I really want to be with you. Give our relationship a chance again Gun. I'm begging you" I was messed up. The same feeling that I felt way back 3 years ago is here again, but its the worst. I close my eyes as I deep sigh.

"If you are thinking about Mint, I handled that already" I keep insisting him to stay with me. He push my hands away.

"Mark.. don't do this" he is shaking his head while his eyes were watery. I felt déjà vu when he turn his back to me. The feelings came back as what I felt way back before.

The day he turn back to me and he left my heart broken.

I follow him before he could storm off in front of me. I grabbed his arm and pulled him to me.

"I'm sorry for all the things I've done and said in the past months. It just I'm still hurt and I cant accept to myself that even after you done to me I still love you. I don't care anymore" I tried to persuade him. If he was still holding back to accept me. "I will earn all the trust no matter how long I will wait. Please hear me out Gun" I may sound desperate but all I know If I have Gun back in my life, I know my life will go back in right track.

"I shouldn't go back here and make your life mess again. If only I know" he throw me a cold stare before he let go my hand and this time I frozen in my place. Watch him walk away again from me.