He got up and hugged me... "I dnt kno wht to say..." He said... I smirked "there's nothin to say... Ain't yu suppose to be wit percy anyway?" I said stepping back.... "Im here thts all tht matters.."
"Nah ima need yu to go Cuz if somethin happen to percy .. Ima have nobody... " I said pushin him towards the door.... "Yu got me... " I looked at him " yea on the low tho rite?" He looked like I hurt him ... Wht it's true... I closed the door and went back upstairs... I went in my sister room and grabbed her butterfly watch.... I went to my room and turned on sia breathe me....tears running down my face I laid in my moms bed and cried.... I constantly asked myself why?? Why them and not me?? I have no one.... I cried myself to sleep...
I woke up to the smell of garlic.... I got up and went to take a shower.... I put on some tights with my black obey t shirt.... Walkin downstairs I see britt and Percy playin the game ... Deann Kobe and tammi are in the kitchen cookin... deann saw me and came and hugged me squeezing the life out of me... " Uhh deann..."...." Yea bam"..... "I- I cnt b-breathe" I said she release me "sorry..." She said...I jus smiled they made spaghetti corn and garlic bread... Once the food was done everybody started eatin and joking ...
"Bam when yu comin bacc to school?" Tammi asked right when the door opened rasta came in ...
"I think ima switch to online classes until all this stuff is handled..." Everybody got quiet.... " As long as we graduate together .. I support yu... " Britt said... I smiled "girl yu kno Thts gonna happen.... I gotta twerk cross THT stage.." I got up twerkin a lil but everybody laughin... "Yu gotta teach me how... My booty ain't tht big but I got somethin back there.." Deann said makin PERCY laugh harder..." Now deann yu kno yu ain't got no booty.." Deann looked at him rolled her eyes " I ain't get a complaint yet.... " I jus looked "I'm bouta go put the food up " ... I grabbed everybody plate and walked in the kitchen.... Washin the dishes I felt somebody lookin at me only one person "stop staring.." I said he laughed "how did yu kno it was me?" .he asked comin around sittin on the counter... " Yu the only one tht stares at me..." Drying the last dish and puttin it in the cabinet ... I turned and looked at him...being real.. I like rasta... But I got to much goin on.... I need to kno whts up... " Yu got a girlfriend ??" I asked bluntly... Cut the chase ... He looked caught off guard..."yea I do..." Yu kno tht feelin yu get when the knife is already in your heart but somebody beatin it in some more.... Tht wht I'm feelin... I jus shook my head.... "Dnt come near me .. Dnt talk to me nomo ... I'm sick of this game when I'm the only one hurtin..." I said walkin out the kitchen.... I got up to my room slammed the door and jus cried..... I'm tired of being the nice girl tht always gets fucked over... Ima switch it up.... I'm done being tht girl...
