#SeHo One Shot - Carpe diem

"If only saying I love you was easy"

"Where is Sehun?" Asked Suho as he entered their dorm and saw Jongin sprawled on the sofa eating chicken and watching a reality show on TV.
" He stepped out some 15 minutes ago." Jongin replied not tearing his eyes from the TV.

He stepped out ? They were supposed to go and eat dinner tonight. Suho went into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water and pulled out his phone to call Sehun.

" Are you calling Sehun?" Baekhyun asked as he closely monitored his ramyeon not wanting to overcook it.

" Don't bother calling him. He won't pick your call." Baekhyun informed Suho.

" Why on earth not ? I rushed back from my live because we had to eat dinner together and now I get to know that he has stepped out. Where on earth has he gone?" Suho asked fuming as he called Sehun again.

" To have dinner with Seung-gi hyung." Chanyeol answered as he entered the kitchen wearing his Nike sweat pants and an oversized black tshirt.

" what the hell? We were supposed to have dinner together." He looked at Baekhyun and Chanyeol exasperated. Sehun sure knew how to test his patience.

" He got ready to have dinner with you but then he watched your twitter live. He then called Seung-gi Hyung and made plans to meet up with him." Chanyeol said toying with Suho.

His live ? What the hell happened when he was busy with his live?
He just gave a confused look to the duo not understanding the flow of the conversation.

Baekhyun decided to put him out of his misery. Suho could be super clueless at at times.
" You called him a brat almost and swore at him infront of a live tuned in audience." Baekhyun said as he poured ramyeon in two bowls and handed one to Chanyeol.

Then it hit him. There was a question about how different was it promoting in a group and promoting solo and he had mentioned that in a group it was difficult to get everyone on the same page and then he mentioned Sehun's name. It was just a slip of tongue. Him mentioning Sehun was a habit. He didn't even recall saying his name.

" But....." Suho said

" We know. You didn't even know that you took his name. Taking his name is a habit for you. But the past few months whenever you take his name , it is essentially to complain about him. He let go a few times but he was irate today. So, I'd suggest let him be tonight. Speak to him tomorrow." Baekhyun said as he put his hand on Suho's shoulder and the two of them stepped out of the kitchen leaving Suho with his confused thoughts.

Had he really been picking on Sehun ? Agreed , he had been under a lot of stress because of his debut album but it had never crossed his mind that he let his subconscious stress out in a way of nagging the youngest. Ofcourse ! Sehun was vociferous when it came to putting his views but then it was a privilege he had earned over the years. He could negate each and every one of the members and get away unscathed. Sehun was outright blatantly honest when it came to Suho because Suho let him be. Sehun took all the liberties when it came to him and honestly it made him happy. He could publicly deny it all he wanted but he knew that Sehun had a special place in his heart. The members knew it to ! His reasoning and logic went for a toss whenever it was anything pertaining to Sehun.

Like when Chanyeol and Sehun had gone to perform in Vietnam and he had heard about the deluge of fans at the airport, he had called Sehun even when he was  in middle of his musical and speaking o the phone was prohibited . He had once canceled the entire red carpet appears because Sehun had not been feeling well and Suho wanted to stay back and look after his maknae. He always pressed the panic button when it came to Sehun.

A habit that couldn't be helped! Jongdae and Minseok were well aware of his habit and helped him tone down. With Minseok now in Military and Jongdae enjoying his hiatus , he felt lost.