Moon's secret

Prologue

There is a saying that
   " Sun knows what i do but
     Moon knows what i keep "
But i always think that does moon have a secret to keep. Does sun do things we don't know.
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There she is sun of our school Cyra goodwill . She is bright, funny ,amazing , talented and popular. She is like sun warm,kind. Even her name means sun. She is everything you wanna be . I can keep complementing her like how she is rich but down to earth kinda girl and generous. As you can see she is perfect . I like her very much. And that's the problem i like her. I can't like her .
My name is Luna darksight . Because of my name i been bullied a lot . To be honest i really hate my name . It doesn't really make sense. Why did my parents named me luna freaking darksight. And yes i am lesbian. I think 🤔 i don't know. She is the only girl i ever liked so maybe i am cyrasexual hha . Just a little things about me before we discuss why I can't like her. I am 18 years old senior in highschool . Been in love with her for 2 years . She is younger than me by year. Adored by everyone. Cute adorable funny kind smart and has a plump lips. I can keep kissing it all day. Wait wrong direction. Well now let's talk about why I can't like her.

Well it all started when she first transferred to my school. She is the principal's niece . And her father owns a real estate company. And quite rich if i may add. But they are really kind people. When she first came her i was in student council . Just something i did to earn a credit. So i was tasked with showing her around. So first day of second semester i was waiting for her in front of the school. Ahh i will never forget how she looked. She was sparkling i must say. With her amazing smile and cute little dimples. And her doe like eyes. And shimmering blonde hair. I was frozen for how beautiful she is. When she called me her voice sounded like a angel . I showed her around as planned. And we hit it pretty well. I was the only one she know so she always visited me during lunch time. And like everyday we seen each other and spent some time together. We became friends eventually. And i was happy i get to be with her. And after sometime we had a sleepover at my house. And that's when things started going down. I have a brother who is 1 year older than me. And that day my brother and cyra meet. After the sleepover they became pretty close with each other . And my worst nightmare began after a month from sleepover. They started going out. Do you know how devastated i was ? Well to be honest around that time i started to realize that what i was feeling for her was more than what you feel for a friend . So that brings us here. My one sided crush with my brothers girlfriend. They been dating for 2 years now. And now do you understand why I can't be in love with her? I will graduate this summer. So i made a plan that i will confess to her at the senior prom night. I will ask her to be my date to prom and confess. She will definitely reject me but i have to give it a shot. After all i won't see her for more than 1 year so maybe i will get over my crush on her . And maybe after that i will pray things won't be awkward. Gosh who am i kidding i will say i love you to my brother's girlfriend. Okey there is 1 week till prom night and i will come up with a plan to ask her to be my prom date. Gosh i am so embarrassed. Now get to the plan . Wish me luck.
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That was something like a prologue. It is my first ever story so pls tell me something i am not good at . And also english is not my
first language so tell me if there is some mistakes. I hope you will enjoy it . 🙏🏻