How you get the Boy...

Chapter 6 : I'm a sore Loser...

I'm a sore Loser...

Adrien hates me so lets get over these feelings already, he thinks I'm a bully so just drop it. I try and obviously failed to convince my heart to no longer have a crush on Adrien but it's being a stubborn bitch. I wanted to scream as the guilt of going off on Adrien twice in one day hit me.

"Hey you okay?" I was brought back to reality by Ethan voice as he sit beside me outside on the bleachers, where I ran off to after locking myself in a bathroom for about an hour.

"Yeah I'm fine, thanks how about you aren't you suppose to be in last period" I asked looking at Ethan.

"Well I saw you out here alone and wanted to hang with you instead. Beside we have talent we can always go pro as Rainbow Angel. Who needs school when your awesome" Ethan joke causing us to laugh. I think he wanted to cheer me up, he really is a good friend and a deciple mine.

"You know I've never got to thankyou for helping me out and sticking up for me". I could hear the sincerely in his voice as he smile with teary eyes he's such a nice and gently soul who could bully him literally monsters.

"It's no problem. That's what friends are for". I smile and ruffles Ethan hair liking to feel the kinky hair again my palms.

"No it's not. No one has every care enough to stand up for me or even stick with me. The friends that I used to have didn't even care about me they all happiness move on. So what you did for me was the best thing someone especially since we not too long ago met could did for me" Ethan stated leaving me a bit speechless.

This is why I hated the world and society most of the time for all their different beliefs to lift some people up and put other down. Like no one can control how they are born we all are different and have different likes and dislike why contiue to reproduce when you aren't able to accept a person in all the possible way that they may born.

"Look we're like brother and not because we're both black or gay. It's because of our bond and the trust we have. We have to look out for each other especially now that we took back some of the social power they are pissed and will try something shady to beat us down so we have to watch our backs and don't trust anyone out of our band with you secrets." I advice Ethan and warn him knowing these kids are monsters that will befriend you one minute and kill you the next I've seen it all too many time to remember.

Even at lunch one minute they are laughing with you and the next they are laughing at you. They have no true loyality.

"Yeah I got you. We watch out for each other." Ethan says with a genuine smile on his face as the brown eyes Twinkies.

"Plus you know what they say about people of our colour and sexuality" I ask.

"We have to be exceptional to survive nothingless is enough" Ethan responded right on point the sad reality of today society well at least it's getting better and more accepting.

"You know earlier in first period I could've of sworn that seeing you blushing and a little flustered from from talking with Adrien that you secretly like him. But boy was I wrong after you deal with him and Alice back there I realised your heart is hardcore diamond impenetrable" Ethan breaths out being more impressed with what he thought of me. A humorless laugh ecapes my lips as I think about my situation.

"I do have a secret and irritating crush on him that I can't seem get rid of". I confess to Ethan which feels kinda good to share it with some one.

"Really!" Ethan shouted with wide eyes and I nodded.

"Yes I so ship it! Alice can go piss herself like this is so interesting. OMG! wait how in the hell in the world did he get you to like him? when did this happen? OMG! I have so many question?" Ethan fanboy as he rant as I slightly chuckles relief that he didn't judge or pittied me.