Not In My Pace | jjk

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"Han Yeun, there goes Min Yoongi!"

"Han Yeun!"

"Yeun, isn't that your crush?"

"Wait Yeun-ah, he's here!"

Yeun, Yeun, Yeun. All I hear this entire recess break is my name. I can't do anything about it. Its my fault in the first place. I've been really vocal about my crush this year- well you see he's not really my crush but people knew I had a crush on him.

okay, let me explain..

I'm not that type to just blabber around about my crush but, everybody in my freshmen year had been very confident about their crushes.

And being that stupid self that wanted to fit in, told my close classmates that I have a crush on this particular senior that I found attractive only for only a few days.

The next thing I knew, my classmates were already teasing me, and making the hot senior, Min Yoongi very uncomfortable for they would tease me and call his name, every time he would pass the hallways.

But he's just a cover up. People knew I was falling head over heals about this senior guy, but my heart belonged to someone else.

shit i sounded cliche yikes. and yes I am very complicated.

As I said,  I don't really have a crush on that senior because my eyes were only focused on one specific person, the famous Jeon Jungkook, my well-known classmate. Well, he almost had all of the girl's hearts in our classroom, and I'm glad to say he also stole my heart.

what the fu- what am I talking about? ew cliche yikes ok bye.

"Han Yeun! Yoongi-sunbaemin just walked past us and it looks like you didn't even notice it." Sacheon teased as she smirked evilly and looked into my eye.

"Oh shit sherlock, did he look at me?" I asked faking my worried face. Well I was woried he would look at me badly- I mean he is kind of a popular guy and I have no idea on what he is capable of.

My thoughts were slowly disturbed when the school bell rang.

english class

English class wasn't that boring because of our teacher so I decided not to doze off and listen to the lecture.

Which is very unusual for me tho.

Well, while listening, I was looking at Jungkook from time to time. He's in front so I could have a nice view- wait..

I'm not a creep but you know, if you have a crush on someone, you'll drool sometimes.

"Okay so, Yeun." The English teacher, Ms. Lin said as she averted her gaze onto my seat.

"What is true love?" The teacher asked me.

"Uh, true love is that.. y-you have an unwavering, u-unbreakable and unparalleled fondness a-and devotion for that special someone." I said as I tried to answer at my best.

oh my gordon ramsey, everybody's eyes were focused on me

"Very well said! You know, Yeun is very smart! She is also very calm, I like that!" Complimented by the teacher.

Oh and everybody's eyes were on me. Some were smiling, while some were just staring. At the side of my eye, I saw Jeon Jungkook, also looking at me, boringly. Now that hurted.

O Shit.

I bowed down at the teacher and smiled at her as I took my seat.

"Pst, looks like you're her favourite!" One of my seatmate whispered.

I raised a brow at her and gave her a 'what the fu-' look making her to only laugh at my face.

I then focused on the english book that was turned to the page we are studying.

Well gotta say time passes by very quickly.

Its already Maths Class and that also means lunch was going to roll around the corner.

It was quite boring so..

I was busy dozing off with my pen when I heard my name being called out.

"Han Yeun!" The male teacher said loudly.

I gave my a classmate a 'whats going on look' when I saw my test being shoved upwards, into the air.

Oh so I've been the top.

I smiled at the teacher, half surprised. I stood up and approached the teacher holding my paper as he handed it to me.

Lunch

Lunch. Lunch. Lunch. Everybody was hungry. Well who isn't?

I was waiting in front of my other friend's classroom.

Well... even though I have close friends at my section, they also have their own 'other' friends at the moment. Even Sacheon wasn't with me this lunch..

Its still freshmen year, and we have not clearly moved on from the middle school days so, you know friends being friends.

wait why am I even thinking about this?

"Yeun!" Ara, a friend of mine said as she got out of her classroom.

"Lets eat, I'm starving." I said exaggerating myself.

-

On our way to the cafeteria, I heard an oddly familiar voice who called Ara.

"Yah Ara, your friend right their is a smartass!" That voice from our back said.

We both looked back and I saw the one and only

Jeon Jungkook.

shit I forgot he's Ara's cousin.

"Yeah my friend right here is just intellectually perfect." Ara said, trying to compliment me as well.

act normal. act normal.

I gave the two weird looks as I laughed and shook my head to those two.

"False rumor!" I said as I let out an awkward laugh and  pulled Ara with me as I waved a bye-bye to Jungkook.

Now that was a nice move.

okay so he actually complimented me. Oh shit shit shit he complimented me oh no gosh, help! okay, stop panicking.

Is he actually inlove with me? Wait what the fuck no!

I'm pretty sure complimenting me was just him being friendly I guess. Or does he really like me- stfu self!

But to be honest my heart cant take this anymore.

I'M LITERALLY DEAD IN THE INSIDE

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-ey peeps this is basically my life so uh