Living with the five smokin hotties( on hold being constructed)

Living with the five smokin hotties

You think my life is perfect ? Well your dead wrong!

Im Alexandria but everyone calls me Alex. I hate the name Alexandria its way too girly for me. My parents are never here for me they are always on "buisness trips" , personally I think that they don't love me. I'm nothing but a worthless piece of ----. I'm raising myself. Everyday I come home to an empty house! Oh wait did I mention that I'm filty rich.I live in a freaking mansion BY MYSELF!! Do you know how heart breaking that is? No one likes me. Most people would never think that the weird emo girl is rich. They think that all I do is have mixed emotions WTF!!!!i feel that people shouldn't talk about someone until you know what they've been through no one knows me. No one has felt how I've felt No one asks how I've been. I have no friends. I used to have friends but I pushed them all away. I couldn't take the backstabbing the heartbreaking and the hurt anymore. The only time my parents visit me is when I'm seriously injured or like twice a year .Thats it. At one point when I was fifteen I didn't want my life any more, so I took a whole bottle of advil. Around ten minutes later I regreted it and called the police but I passed out before they could answer, luckily they can track cell phone devices so they made it there in time. At one point I even flatlined, the drugs were taking over my body. It's sad that it took me to nearly die for my parents to come see their only child of whom is only fifteen years of age. Thats when I began to believe that they didn't love me.