My First Crush

Chapter 1

"Just go talk to him" said Cloe with an annoyed face putting a fry in her mouth.

"No!" I said whispering out loud while grabbing her arm tight. I was looking at Josh and his friends laughing together in their lunch table. He's been my crush since I was in fifth grade and I've always been to shy to tell him my feelings to him because he's a football player and I'm just a normal girl. "Oh gawd he is so hot when he smiles, I wish he would smile at me like that when I tell him I've been having a crush on him since 5th grade."

"Like your ever going to fucking tell him."said Cloe while rolling her eyes and crossing her arms on her chest. "Hey! Shut up because your exactly like me, you don't have the balls to tell Isaiah you like him!" I moked her and crossed my arms white my eyebrow raised.

Cloe snaked her thighs while putting her arms down and opening her mouth, " At least I don't talk about how much I want him every fucking second of my life!"

"Shut up."

"Thought so" smirked Cloe.

I grabbed my plate and threw it in the trash after lunch was over and headed to my Spanish class with Cloe. I don't know why we have that class when we already know how to speak,read,write Spanish since we're hispanic. But we just got it because it was going to be an easy class to pass , which is basically our free period because we are always the first ones to finish our work. "Pasen su tarea al frente de la clase para que yo lo collect. That means to pass your homework to the front of the class so for I can collect them!"said my Spanish teacher Mrs.Garza.

"Oh shit."whispered Cloe eyed open to the front of the class."I lost my homework."

"Don't worry I have it, you let me borrow it yesterday to see if I spelled some words right, but I forgot to give it back yesterday,thanks." I handed her her homework."No problem babe."she winked at me while handing the paper to the front.

Spanish class went buy fast and I went to my last period class which was theater. Its the only class I have with Josh, and he sits next to me. Mrs.Zoey handed out papers about ideas for a new play. I started to write down about two girls that their personality are opposite to eachother and become become best friends from a guy. I was writing down more, but then I misspelled a word and turned over to Josh trying to look normal.

"Can I borrow your eraser?" I whispered to him, he didn't hear me."Pssst, pssssst can I borrow you eraser?" That's when I realized that he wouldn't hear me ,so I tapped his shoulder, and that's when his blue eyes dropped to mine and my heart almost ripped out of my chest.

"Can I borrow your eraser?" I whispered.

"Sure." He handed me his while our fingers briefly brushed each other. I swear I wanted to scream so badly he touched me!!!When I finished erasing I turned to Josh to hand it back, and suddenly my heart stopped. He was just staring at the paper in front of him with sad eyes.

"What's wrong?" I asked while I handed back his eraser. He just looked at me, again making my heart rip out of my chest. "Nothing." He sighed while turning back to his paper."Come on what's bothering you, I can tell when someone has that look on their faces that screams 'hey everyone! I'm fucking depressed but I don't know if I should talk bout it!'

"Nothing's wrong trust me." He said while he smirked at me.

Oh my gawd.

"All right I'm just trying to help." I said while I smirked back."Ariel shut up or I'll give you detention, you too Joshua."said Mrs.Zoey. I felt my cheecks heat up and started writing.

After class was over I headed to my locker to put my spanish book away that I forgot to put in. Oh shit. I speed walked to the theater to get my book and walked in the classroom to see that my book was still under my table. I grabbed it and was about to go back when I hear someone walk in from the back door.