"Al I can't take it anymore , I can't keep doing this!" You yelled and his crimson eyes narrowed, but widened slightly as he saw the tears in your (e/c) ones. You were serious this time, you were actually leaving him.
"Stay for tonight
If you want to
I can show you
What my dreams are made of,
as I'm dreaming of your face.""No you aren't, _____. No way in hell are you leaving me!" He growls, grabbing your arm harshly. Tears fell down your cheeks and yanked your arm away, surprising him with your strength dispute your broken demeanor. What's more is that you looked furious as more tears fell, glaring at him for all your worth.
"You stay out till dawn breaks without a single call! You make me worried sick! What if you were in jail again or too hurt to get up?! I wouldn't know where to start looking, because I'm too busy sleeping in a king sized bed for one." You yelled, done with lonely, sleepless nights.
"I've been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there
I can't imagine being anywhere else
I can't imagine being anywhere else but here"
Allen couldn't deny it, he has spent more time out than with you in the two years of off and on dating. He could never understand why you always came back, but he never asked. Just glad you even came, let alone considering taking him back. You were the most beautiful girl he has ever seen and this is how he repays you. Your (e/c) eyes he loves seeing filled with tears that he caused. Your (h/l) (h/c) hair he loves running his fingers through messy from your frustration and constantly gripping it in anger."How the hell did you ever pick me?
Honestly, I could sing you a song
But I don't think words can express your beauty
It's singing to me"
He remembers how you two met, it wasn't a romantic meeting which never suited him. Just your kind heart taking his bloody self into your warm home to help bandage him after finding him passed out on a park bench. He remembered how you two talked till he could fall asleep once again. He had pulled you into a kiss in the morning and you were too shocked to push him away. To his surprise, you actually kissed back after the initial shock left your mind. From then on he knew he needed you.
"How the hell did we end up like this?
You bring out the beast in me
I fell in love from the moment we kissed
Since then we've been history"
The brunette man pulled you into a tight hug, surprising you and making you happy and more broken at the same time. "_____, please don't leave me. I know I can't give you what you deserve, I need you." He says, more emotion in his voice than you have ever heard before. He may leave you alone, but he has never cheated on you. "Don't leave me."
"They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me"
After he was well enough to leave your house, he was already hooked. He stayed awake at night, tossing and turning with you stuck in his mind. How you weren't fearful of him and how your lips felt against his own. Even when all his wounds healed, he felt as though they were his last connection with you. Every cut that healed, he grew more desperate to see you again. He eventually came back and you smiled softly. "It took you long enough." Was all you said. You two moved in together upon his request. He didn't want to live anywhere else than where you were.
"It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
Can't fall asleep, can't fall asleep
I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night
As I dream of you
I'll fall in love, you'll fall in love
It could mean everything, everything to me
I can't imagine being anywhere else"
"Will you come back?" He asked, hugging tighter as you didn't answer. You weren't planning on coming back. He seemed content on how things are, you always being at his call. You weren't his dog and he needs to realize that. Too bad that its too late, even if you always felt safe and he always came back.
"The way that we are
Is the reason I stay
As long as you're here with me
I know we'll be OK"
But never enough. "No." You said and you swear you could feel his heart crack. You had spoke to his brother Matt and he had informed you that Allen has never shown this side of him to anyone but you. He had a temper like light switch, but you always managed to calm him down. When he would get to hurt, you were there to patch him up. He would never beg anyone to stay. Hell, he would never beg.
"They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me"
"I can't promise I will change right away, but I can try _____. Stay with me, please." He looked at you, frantically searching your eyes for the "okay" that will never come. You slipped from his arms and left with your bags, shutting the door on the home you two shared. Shutting the door on your relationship. Shutting the door on his heart.
"(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby)
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay as long as you need
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby)
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay forever with me"*1 month later*
You hesitated outside his front door, not believing he will give you another chance. As you raised you hand to knock, he opened the door with a soft smile he only showed you. He pulled you into a hug and whispered words you spoke to him long ago.
"It took you long enough..."
A/N: Yes that was really cheesy and it probably sucked. I myself enjoy more of an angst story. If you are wondering why he was so out of character, its because he only shows that soft, insecure side to you! As I somewhat explained. Anywayyyyys. THANKS FOR READING!
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RomanceA songfic I wrote on the bus, because I thought it fit. Song: If I'm James Dean, Then You're Aubrey Hepburn Artist: Sleeping with Sirens