I was super busy these last couple days so I really hope you enjoy this chapter
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These last few days I've been quiet and distant from Braun. I feel like a terrible girlfriend since I hadn't told him that Sonya kissed me in the locker room. Letting out a sigh I put the weights down sitting on the bench "wanna go for lunch?" Liv asks sitting next to me. I nod wiping my forehead "yeah sure, just us?" I ask. I smile innocently "no" she whispers. I groan and look at her "who?" I ask.
"Sonya" she whispers. I let out a sigh "fine" I wipe my forehead leaving the gym with liv running to catch up beside me. "Are you okay? How are you and Braun? You dating yet?" She continues to ask. I turn to her in the elevator "I'm fine, we're good and yes we're dating" I answer and turn back to the door. "Are you not having enough sex? You're grumpy" she asks. I close my eyes before turning back to her "no we're ok" I answer. She nods closing her mouth. "Meet down in the lobby in like 30?" She asks. I nod and we split going to our rooms.
I get back to the room and braun's scrolling on his phone. "Hey baby girl, what are you doing?" He asks. "Going to lunch with liv" I answer going into the bathroom. I strip quickly and rinse the sweat off of my body and washing my hair. once I'm clean I blow dry my hair and put on natural looking makeup. Going back into the room wrapped in the towel I grab clothes and change into them. I sit on the end of the bed slipping my jeans on, Braun moves my hair to the side and kisses the back of my neck. "Stay here, we can have sweaty and heated sex" he whispers.
Shaking my head "I can't I'm hungry" I whisper standing up. He groans laying on his back "come on! It's been 5 days" he complains. I look towards him putting my hands on my hips "not all relationships are based off of sex Braun" I remind him putting my leather jacket and boots on. He sits up pouting at me "please stay" he begs. I shake my head putting on a few different rings on. "Can't I've got 5 minutes" I reply. He groans "fine we're having dinner later" he informs me. "Yeah whatever" I whisper leaving the room.
My mind runs a million miles a minute trying to figure out my feelings, yes I like Braun. Do I love him? Yes, am I in love with him? No no I'm not. Did I like it when Sonya kissed me? Yes I did. My heart beats a million times faster as I get to the table and Sonya and liv at sitting there talking. Liv looks over at me and smiles "hey vi" she says as I sit down. We each get a side of the table thankfully, Sonya looks me up and down before smirking to herself. I quietly look at the menu but I can feel them both looking at me. "Ok what?" I ask looking at them.
Sonya opens her mouth but before she could say anything liv is talking, "are you sure you and Braun are okay? Last night you seemed distant from him" she asks. I shrug putting down the menu "I'm not sure, when we had the weekend off I actually went to North Carolina and met his family, I-I don't know if I should've gone b-because I just I just don't know if I had the feelings I thought I had for him" I let out. Liv looks at me and Sonya looks down at her lap looking guilty.
Liv grabs my hand "what happened?" She asks. I look back at Sonya then at liv "nothing, I just I think we're moving too fast" I answer. She nods giving me a sympathy smile "I'm gonna go to the bathroom, don't fight while I'm gone" she points at the both of us. I sit back letting out a sigh. Sonya looks at me "I'm sorry" she whispers. I look at her "it's not your fault, I-I didn't think I'd feel anything if you kissed me" I reply.
She sits up and leans in "I'm going to be honest, I like you but if you're gay or bi and not out or havent figured it out then I'll wait" she tells me. I let out a sigh "I don't know what I am sonya, but I do know that I like braun and I know that I felt something when you kissed me" I let out. Before shes able to respond liv's sitting back down.
I go back to being quiet and looking at my menu. "So Sonya got any girls you're talking to?" Liv asks. I peak over the menu to look at her "uh no not really" she answers. "Anyone you're interested in?" Liv keeps pushing. Putting my menu down I look at sonya raising my eyebrows. "Uh y-yeah actually" sonya answers. Liv sits up excited "ooh who is she?" She asks. Sonya glances over at me and I shift in my seat.
Our waiter comes by "what can I get you ladies?" He looks at each of us. "Um I'll have chicken parm and a water" I sit back, he nods writing it down then quickly takes liv and Sonya's orders. I sit back and check my phone.
Braun- when are you coming back?
Braun- I'm going to the gym
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shake my head putting it on the table. "I don't know what to say to him" I tell them. Liv gives me a look of sympathy. "Tell him how you feel, dont keep it in" she says. I let out a sigh "I don't wanna hurt him" I whisper. Sonya sits up "he's a big boy, he's been hurt before it's not gonna hurt him he'll move on" she says harshly.
We get our food a few minutes later and dig in.
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After lunch we go our separate ways. Except sonya follows me into the elevator. "I like you vi, if you want to talk just dm me I'll answer" she rests her hand on my shoulder. I nod "thank you" I whisper. She nods and pecks my cheek getting off on her floor.
Once I'm back in the room I notice brauns still gone so I sit on the bed scrolling on the phone being bored. After about half an hour braun comes back and hops in the shower. "Coming?" He asks. "No" I reply. I scroll through my phone looking at tweets I run my hand through my hair. "Hey what's up? You've been distant" braun asks from the bathroom door. I let out a sigh and nod "yeah I'm okay" I reply looking back down at my phone.
Before I know it I'm getting picked up. I drop my phone on the bed "braun put me down" I kick my legs in the air. "Nope" he replies. He puts me down in the bathroom "strip" he tells me before starting the water. I shake my head and cross my arms. "Do it or I will, and I'm pretty sure he like those pants and that shirt" he looks down at me. I let out a sigh and take my clothes off.
He picks me up again putting me in the shower climbing in behind me. He moves my hair off of my neck. "You're being closed off baby" he whispers. I close my eyes, all I can think about is sonya and her lips on mine. I take a deep breath and just go with whatever he wants. He picks me up and presses my back against the shower wall.
Do I feel bad? Yeah I do but i don't want to hurt him, I dont understand my feelings and I need to figure them out before I hurt both of us. He kisses my neck rubbing the sides of my waist. "Not too much" I whisper. He nods and immediately thrusts into me making me moan loudly. I look up at the ceiling trying my best to enjoy it and rid my mind of my thoughts. He pulls out and finishes washing himself.
I get out and grab a towel wrapping it around my body and going into the room. Looking at my phone I have a dm from sonya.
Sonya: hey beautiful, do you wanna go for breakfast tomorrow before the show? If you don't want to it's fine
Once I've changed and I'm comfy I try to figure out what to say. I really do need to talk to Braun about everything. It's going to kill me if I dont. He comes back out with a towel around his waist. I look him up and down and let out a sigh. "You good babe?" He asks. I look back up at his face biting my lip "y-yeah I'm okay" I reply lying slightly. He throws on boxers and climbs in next to me. I type out a reply before putting my phone away.
Me: sorry, maybe another day
"Do you just wanna watch tv for the rest of the day? We can order room service" he asks. I nod closing my eyes and resting my head on his shoulder. "Yeah sounds like a plan" I whisper feeling guilty. He kisses the top of my head "have a nap you're probably tired" he whispers. "I'll wake you up for dinner" he adds. I nod keeping my eyes closed.
Before I'm fully asleep I hear him say something I didnt want to hear for awhile. Those 3 words scare me the most. I feel so guilty.
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AHHHHH I'm sorry!
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