Everything in my mind slowed down. I couldn't hear the girls talk anymore. My hands nervously started playing with the bottle in my hand. The only voice in my head was telling me You're late.
"You know I don't get a thing about what they're talking about." Says Jack taking a sip of his beer and all the guys agree with him. You're late.
"Oh come on! You can't be that stupid." Replies Jen a bit mad. You're late.
"Sorry to disappoint you sweetheart, but I am." He replies in a rude manner, making Jen even more mad. You're late.
"That's a really machism way to act. There's nothing wrong on learning how the female body works." The feminist side of Jen starts to come out. You're late.
"Hey I have nothing against knowing! I just don't know. My school's sex ed was really lame." Replies Jack taking another sip of his beer. You're late.
"So it wouldn't mind to you if I explained it to you right now. Because I can teach you everything you need to know." Says Jen fighting back. You're late.
"Wouldn't it be awkward?" Asks Jack. Honey you're late, stop ignoring me.
"Why?! We all know how those things of yours are useless. " Snaps Jen back at Jack, pointing to his groin. And with that, starts a fight, which involves only Jack and Jen, Lya chipping in now and then. But as soon as the fight started, I automatically disconnect myself. I can't keep be late, I just can't. Or maybe I am, but that doesn't mean pregnancy. To be pregnant I should have sex! And this poor little girl hasn't had sex in a year I guess? We're good guys! Back to reality.
"Hey I'm not insulting your lady parts! You don't get to insult my manly parts." Jacks defends himself. I'm perfectly fine. Everything is okay.
"You call those manly parts?" Jokes James making everyone burst out laughing. And that's when I feel Shawn laugh beside me. I turn to look at him and he turns to look at me he smiles at me and I smile back, before he returns his attention to Jack's jokes. And with that I black out again, images of that night 6 weeks ago. Shawn kissing my skin, me wondering my hands along his back, how he kissed my neck and lips, how his lips tasted like alcohol, the feeling of our sweating bodies together. Oh fuck! No this can't happen! Maybe its a false alarm! Those happen every time! Because I'm only late! No symptoms! Right? No nausea, or Boobies pain, or what else? Morning sickness! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Images of me throwing up on Sunday and Tuesday come to my mind. No no no no no no no no.... No! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I start fidgeting the bottle in my hand even more. Fuck! Should I even be drinking? Fuck I have drank a lot for the past six weeks! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! "Fuck!" I yell making everyone turn to look at me.
"What the hell Em? You okay?" Asks Lya who is next to me.
"Yeah! Sorry! I just forgot I had this homework for tomorrow! And I.... I need to go and do this homework, because if I don't do it, the homework, I get bad grades you know, because I didn't hand over the homework. And bad grades don't look in resumes." I chuckle nervously giving Shawn my bottle. "So I have to go, to do the homework." I say standing up leaving Shawn's warmth. "I'm sorry I really wanted to stay, and keep making fun of Jack's penis, but unfortunately I have to go, and do my homework." I say starting to walk towards the balcony's door.
"Em you sure you're okay? You want me to take you home?" Asks James looking worriedly at me.
"No! Of course not! I'm fine! It just caught me by surprise. Anyway Bye guys! See you tomorrow I guess." I say walking inside the house and then I remember Shawn. I didn't even said goodbye to him, I just left him there. So I walk towards the balcony again, without a clue as to what I was gonna tell Shawn. But thank God, before I get close enough to the balcony for the guys to see me, I see Shawn standing up ready to follow me, being the nice boyfriend he is. "Shawn I forgot! I was gonna send you a text! Maybe call you tomorrow?" I say as I walk backwards towards the kitchen. Once my back hits the counter I know I'm at the kitchen, so I turn around and take a deep breath, starting to feel overwhelmed. Everything is okay, just breath, it could be a false alarm, just breath.
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Who Would've Known (S.M Fanfiction)
Aléatoire"Hey!" He says showing me a beautiful smile. "Hey" I replied looking at his handsome face. "Are you here by yourself?" He asks me showing a breath taking smile. "Kind of..." I answer back at him, I didn't came alone, but I think I might be leaving...
