The Two That Got Away

You Were Him

I'm not sad cause it's over, I'm sad because you're just another memory on a page when I hoped you'd be on every page till the end. I feel so lucky to have known what it was like to be held in your arms and be kissed so gently that my knees weakened at the slightest touch of your lips. You encouraged me to fight for my dreams, there was nothing that you thought that couldn't be done which made me realize what a true man you are. I use to long for adventure and that one person to share it with and it didn't matter if it was just sneaking into a house under construction, it filled the emptiness I'd been searching for. Like I told you before I'm not mad at how we ended because I got to be with two amazing people that changed my life forever. I'm not sure what the future holds, but I know not to hope for that fairytale ending because though I know I might find someone else they will never be you because you were so much more than that story book character. I know it sounds so cliche, but I never thought I could feel the way I had with you. You made me feel so special in a world of billions and for once I felt beautiful without you even having to speak a word. Your soft brown eyes said it all when you looked at with that smirk across your face. It was a look I could never get exhausted of seeing yet I hid my face from yours afraid you'd see how in love with you I was. Maybe one day I will be able to look into the past and remember the man who brought me back to life or maybe I'll just have to do is look up into your eyes across from me. The future is so unsure like always but I do know driving away from the movies that last night was the most difficult decision I ever made. My heart kept telling me to run back into your warm arms where I felt protected from our cruel world. Those arms where I felt a smile grow across my face even when the tears were shed, but it wouldn't change anything we were no longer a possibility. Now even a thousand miles away just hearing your voice brings me so much happiness and even if it all truly ends one I day, I feel so special to be apart of your and Aubrye's lives. We don't get to choose if we get hurt in this world, but we have some say in who hurts us I liked my choice Jon.