Red Rose (Harry Styles Fanfiction a.u)

Chapter 12

December 10th 2018

Today marks a goal, my children's second birthday. That's right I had twins, little girl Darcy-Lea and a little boy Joshua. They are such bright kids, I adore them. Darcy is more like me, sweet and caring then Joshua is like his father, Daring and well non caring but I love them the same.

Harry hasn't been a part of their lives and I don't mind, I rather them having a constant parent in their life then one who will just pack up and leave when he feels like it.

Today I am throwing a little party for them, even though they are young I still like spoiling them. I was in the kitchen making bowls of cereal when Darcy starts crying, she is a early starter.

I walk up the stairs to the kids room and open the door to see Darcy crying and Joshua staring at the ceiling. I smile and pick my daughter up holding her closely. I take her down to the kitchen and place her in the High chair, I repeat the same for Joshua.

I hand them their bowls of mashed up banana and cereal. I sit in a chair and eat my toast while watching them.

Some say that I'm unlucky having two children so early and the father not being here but I'm lucky.

I have Two beautiful children to the man I dearly love is a reminder of what we had, yes he left again but i have a little boy who looks exactly like him in front of me. I know Harry will always be with me but i need to think of the kids first. I did try contacting him when i found out i was having twins but he must of changed his number, I don't understand what i had done for him to run away again but I'm thankful for the moments we had and our children.

It's now midday and I'm trying to get Darcy Dressed " Darcy-Lea Styles get your little butt here " I yell to her which makes her scream louder. For some reason today Joshua is very quite and its worrying me, he is never this easy to get ready. Once I catch Darcy and dress her, i sit her next to her brother and grab the camera for a birthday photo.

Once the photo is taken i post it onto my Facebook with the comment ' My babies second birthday, how the years fly by ox '.

The guest were meant to arrive soon which consist of my mother and her fiancé which is my father ( yes they are getting married again ), and my friend Jessica.

The house was looking amazing with pink and blue balloons around.

The bell rung singling that someone has arrived i opened the door to see my mother and father smiling brightly at me " hello " i smile and step aside for them to go inside, as i go to close the door I see Jessica running towards the door " Wait " she yelled as I chuckled  " its freezing " she shivered at me once she was inside the closed door. I gave her a hug before walking into the lounge room where my parents and children were.

Darcy and Joshua had fallen asleep but 9, which is late for them two. Jessica and I are having a couple drinks just enjoying the quite time " It's lonely at work " she told me. I had to quite when i had the two babies, i couldn't work and look after two. My mother offered to look after them but i dismissed it as she lived ages away from me and i didn't want my kid that far away. So now I'm living off Government payments and whatever money i had saved to travel. Jessica told me to try and get money from Harry but i didn't know where to start, where he lived or anything.

All i can do for now is support my kids the best i can, i will give them everything before anything i will need.

I love them.