Ever just want to do nothing. Like you just want to stay in one place and not move. Like you don't want to even eat, that it's just useless.
Even walking would just feel useless, or talking. You just feel like you're done with everything, not in the 'I want to die' way, just done. If that makes sense?
I've been lying in bed for 3 hours now, occasionally thinking about random things, but mostly nothing.
I started feeling like this since yesterday, after I saw him again.
How long has it been? 4 years?
Huh, funny how time flies.
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It was just another Saturday and I was just another 16 year old.
Me, Saint and Earth were heading to our friend Perth's house. We were just going to have a movie marathon, and well Saint wanted to see his boyfriend. I seriously don't know how they weren't sick of each other, like they see each other every day. And even if they didn't they would face time. (God they could go on for hours.)
Earth was driving since he was the only one of us with a driver's licence and a car. He was 3 years older than me and Saint was 2 years.
We arrived at Perth's, Saint practically falling out the car as he went to Perth. Perth was actually a year younger than me, but you'd think we were the same age.
"Hey." Says Saint as he gives Perth a quick kiss.
"Hey."
"You guys are like that cliché couple in every love story, seriously."
"Yeah, except they're straight, and less interesting." We chuckle.
We all head into the house and head straight to the living room.
"You guys want anything?"
Earth and I just ask for water and Saint asks for orange juice. Perth heads off to get our drinks. Saint turns to me.
"So, think you'll see P'Gun today?" He smirks at me.
I just roll my eyes.
P'Gun is Perth's older brother, I had told Saint about a year ago that I had a crush on him, (My biggest mistake.) now he won't stop bringing him up.
"I don't know, and I don't care." He just smirks.
Perth comes back with our drinks and we get started on our movie marathon.
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We were half way thru our marathon when the front door opens, and in walks P'Gun. He's obviously been out playing soccer with his friends, he's all sweaty, making his shirt stick to his chest and hair stick to his forehead. I'm not gonna lie, it's a turn on.
"Hey guys, you didn't tell me you were having friends over."
"Yeah, we're having a movie marathon." Says Perth.
