Hi my name is Vanessa but people call me nessa,I am a normal girl with a pretty good life, I have black long hair with honey brown eyes
I am 5 ft 3 ,yeah am really short , its the beging of fresh man year and i wake up in the morning just to find out my mum left the house
She had to go to work, and yes i live with my dad to but his on a business trip,
" can this day get any better ", i said to myself,
I groan as I climb out of bed,make my way into the bathroom ,I brush my teeth, soak in bubbles for about thirty minutes, when I was done,I grabbed a pair of white leggings and a white off the shoulder top,did my hair, left it in its natural wave ,I grabbed my bag and
head downstairs for breakfast, I already got a text from my best friend saying he was outside waiting to pick me up.
I rushed outside and hopped into his car , " hey chase "I greeted
Have u heared from joel"
"Nahh haven't seen him since" replied chase ,
"OK let's go",while chase was driving my mind drifted of to joel
So joel is a very good friend of mine who has brownish black hair
And magnificent green eyes ,he is 6 ft 5 ,his the ladies man
I ve'had a crush on joel since I meet him, he saved me from bullies once in junior year.
Chase and I arrived at school ,I went to my locker to take out my books ,I felt someone behind me so I turned and saw it was Astra
Joel's sis
"Hey Astra " I greeted
"Hey nessa" she smiled,
Astra is a gorgeous brunette with curly hair She has a very bubbly personality, oh and she's very fiesty ,and very fun to hang out with,she was smiling but I could cath a hint of sadness admist her eyes ,I wanted to ask but I brushed it off,
" What's up " asked Astra
"nothing just getting ready for biology class gosh that class is annoying"
Astra chuckled
"Hey ladies "I heared the voice that always gave me butterflies
"Shut up joel" Astra spoke and I giggled
"Hi J " I said , "hey Vanessa "joel said , I rolled my eyes ,I hated when he called me by my full name ,
"guys I got to go see you later "Astra said .
"OK Jay let's s go for biology before we get late"
" no let's get late that's fun " joel said
"well you can go late I don't want to get detention ok"
" Vanessa" Joe said ,when I was about to leave
"Yeah" Joe quickly snatched my bag and didn't let it go ,
"hey what are you doing were going to get late for class", but instead of listening to me Joe ran away with my bag
"Joel Nathan Rodriguez give my bag " ,
I ended up chasing Jay throughout the long hallway like a maniac
So many people were watching so I decided to give up instead Jay carried me and placed me on his shoulders I screamed in surprise
" Jay please put me down"
"No " said joel, I begged but was in vain ,He ended up Carring me to biology class with me on his shoulder ,and we did get detention
It was time for lunch I got a text from joel asking to meet him outside schooling quickly put my books in my locker and started moving outside
,when I reached what I saw broke my heart I saw Joel kissing Stella, the all American girl but with a nasty attitude she's the bitchy of all bitches ,joel saw me and pushed her away, I quickly changed my hurt expression and went to meet him ,
"Joe why did u ask me to meet you outside " I asked
" I wanna take you somewhere special I found " he said
" OK let's go" I hopped in to his car and he started driving to an unfamiliar road ,
"Joe I hope ur not trying to murder me am too young to die " I joked but he
just chuckled
. He stopped in front of an abandoned house ,we got down from his car and he led the way into the house , the house was small but the interior was beautifully
"Wow" I said in amazement, "joel this is beautiful"
"Yeah it is " I smiled ," ummmm not to ruin the moment but why did u bring me here and what is this place
"Nessa what am about to tell you can't tell anyone ok, I trust you that's why am doing this ",
"You can tell me anything were best friends right ",
"Yeah" joel said
"So let me begin my story " joel said ,
"That woman you see everyday in my house is not my real mum,
, my real mum and dad got divorced my mum 's an Italian,she's very beautiful,when my Ben and Veronica are not from my mum but from the same dad as mine ,my mum left when I was three years old,
the only memory I have of her is an old photo and her favourite
vase ,my dad brought home Hailey and told me she was my new mom,at first she was nice but her attitude towards me and Astra changed ,she became super strict and harsh,when I was four I got raped by ronica,she took my innocence away from me ,I got bullied by Ben,
Hailey kept making me watch porn at such a young age ,I developed a mental illness, I easily get aroused by girls wearing bikini or skimpy clothes and I can't control it,Ronica always rapes me ,the only way to control my self is through a drug that's being injected in me , "
Joel removes his shirt and I get shocked of wat I see ,there are marks of burns a lot of bruises, and stabs marks , I move forward to touch them ,anytime I lay a finger on a bruise he shivers.
With everything in me I hugged him and cried for that boy who got raped ,abused, and shamed .
Hey guys this is the first chapter of my book ,am a new writer so bear with me if I made any errors and try to correct me
This is just the beginning stay tuned 😙😙😙
