I Don't Love Ouma-kun, Right?

Regret

Kokichi P.O.V.:

I'm such a goddamn idiot. Why did I think that he would actually like me back? I bet I made the stupidest face when he leaned in.  He must've thought I was fucking disgusting.  Why do I get my hopes up? It's not like anyone would ever love me back.  What happened to the Kokichi Ouma, The Ultimate Supreme Leader?? The one everyone hated for being so witty? Why can't I just be tough again? Why did I have to start catching feelings for someone who probably hates me? I mean he said he hated me during the killing game-

"Hey! Cock Itchy??? The fucks wrong with you?? It's your turn!" Miu exclaimed.  Even though she said it in her usual cocky matter.  After the killing game, we realized we got along better than we thought and has become a person I can speak to and get genuine advice from.  I could see a glint of concern in her eyes.  I really don't want to trouble her with trivial problems, so I won't.  "O-Oh, I'm just feeling tired.  Y'know, I'm a supreme leader! I have meetings to attend and stuff to plan! So I think I'm just going to turn in for the night, okay?" I said, trying my best to sound confident. "Whatever twink" Miu directed towards me, "Okay then it's your turn Maki roll!" 

"I only let one person in this room call me that, and it sure as hell isn't you Miu." Maki said, obviously annoyed.

I left the room while hearing an "EEP!" through the hallways, presumably Miu.  As I was walking to get back to my room, I saw Shuichi in the dining hall. I really wanted to talk to him about it but what would I say? "Oh did that kiss mean anything to you? Even though it was just a dare and probably make you uncomfortable? No? Okay, let's make out like in those shitty rom-coms." Unfortunately, this isn't a shitty rom-com, and he'll never love me back. 

Authors Note

I'm so sorry for disappearing for a long time! There were probably like 2 people following the story but I'm sorry to them! I'll be updating a lot more since,,, y'know,,,, coronacation is upon us ;)

Also please don't repress your feelings like Ouma is!!! Talk it out with someone, I'm just trying to be angsty. Also, would you guys be interested in more fluff or more angst?? I can't write lemons that well but if you want me to, I'll try. Please tell me in the comments! Thank you so much for reading!