Shuichi P.O.V.
My feet started to travel to the dining hall before I even realized. Stress eating is very fun and I absolutely love it! (Succi's just being sarcastic, please don't binge eat.) After eating some very healthy extra butter microwave popcorn, I decided to head back to my room, feeling even more miserable than when I started. Just then I heard his footsteps. I just sat back down and started eating popcorn kernels to try to make him think I was actually eating, not just avoiding him. He seemed to stop for a bit, for what reason I don't know. I waited for his tiny footsteps to slowly fade into obscurity. I wanted to run up to him and hold him in my arms. I want to feel his small stature up against me. I want to wrap my arms around him. I want to feel his soft lips against mine. I want to be able to tell him I love him. I'm such a coward, I should have just apologized.
I sighed, as I got up and started walking to my dorm. A thousand self-deprecating thoughts swirling through my head. I wish I could be as confident as Kaede, as strong as Maki, or even as cocky as Miu.
I flopped onto my bed and hugged my pillow. I yearned that one day I would be hugging Kokichi, rather than this old pillow.
Authors Note:
Hi! I got too excited and published two chapters in a day! Oops hehe. Also, the songs I've been putting are the songs I listen to while I write this. I hope you enjoyed and thank you so much for reading!
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