The Lost Lycan Princess

Chapter 25 - Reunion (part 1)

It's been a month.

A whole month since I last saw my mate.

A month since I last saw my family.

And its been hell.

Every day I keep myself busy training. Both Seth and train every morning in a small clearing in the forest that is located right behind the house. It's been the only thing that's keep my mind off things. I have to train harder. As the days pass by, I can feel myself getting stronger, faster and more determined then ever. I can sence that's something I going to happen and the scary part is that I dont know what or when. But I know it's not good.

"That was a good session" Seth commented as we both walked back towars the house after an early morning training. The sweat was like bubbles as it ran down my forehead.

"Yea it was. Is it only me or are your moves getting more predictable" I teased which resulted in him hitting me a playful punch in the shoulder as he chuckled.

"I have to admit myself, your skills are improving immensely" he complemented me with a proud look on his face.

"I feel it too. When I'm fighting it's like I'm not even in my body, as if something is possessing me or something" I said. It was true. I loved to fight. I was good. No, correct that - I was great. But I wanted to be better.

"Can I be honest?" Seth asked suddenly with a serious expression as me walked through the back door of the house. Reaching for two water bottles from the refrigerator, I threw his one which me successfully caught I turned around to face him.

"Sure, what's up?"

"You need to talk to him" he simply stated. I cringed mentally. This was what I was trying my best to avoid - the whole conversation about him.

"Why?" I sighed. I didnt want to see him or even hear his name. It still pained me every time I thought of him. The hurt he caused me was still there and I don't think seeing him was going to make things any better.

"Because Ali, all you do all day is train. It's like it's the only thing you ever do anymore. And I know the reason is because you want to distract yourself from him but it's not working. Your trying to hide it but it's just hurting you more. You need him" he preached.

And he was right. As usual.

Every night I cry myself to sleep. I cried so much in the past month, I'm surprised there's even any tears left. I need him so bad. I don't eat. Not that I don't want to but because my stomach has gone immune to handling food.

My every thought is of him.

What is he doing right now?

Does he miss me?

Does he even think about me?

Of course not. He has Ashley.

The girl he stole away from her mate.

The girl he was about to marry.

But he said he doesn't want her.

But if he wanted me he would have at least tried once in the last month to come see me. But instead his probably sleeping around with every slut that opens their legs for him. He doesn't want me. That's what I convinced myself anyways.

"Jackson doesn't care Seth, don't you get that? If he did, he would have tried to make things better between us not ignore me that past month" I replied as I tried to make myself bust around the kitchen, hoping that he would get the message I don't want to talk about it.