I don't know what you expect! Did you not realize that I never believed in love? My mom is on her fifth marriage and he cheated, but she's the one that still believes in it. Yours is on her sixth. Yet you still think you love me. Do you even know what love is? If...it's real...All I wanted was for this summer to go by without any issues. I wanted to find someone to date until the end of summer when I go off to college. I don't want a guy to be waving to me as I leave the airport. Why did you want to have more than that?- Pause -The first day you said "That we were in fact, meant to be." You didn't even know me, you merely saw me across the room... Then we started dating after a while. I had and have a restricted rule on NO MUSICIANS, here you are in a band. In the house your room is messy and I've cleaned it for you. You ATE in my car. What the hell. I let you do all of this because it's you. Dexter, the musician who is clumsy and never has his shoes tied. I don't get it. Chloe says that I've totally fallen for you, just because I wouldn't go out with this guy. She wants me back in the game like usual. But I couldn't do it. It wasn't you. I just..I don't know. Anyway. But now that I've accepted so much I can't tell how I feel about you. You want to be serious in this relationship..and it scares me. I've seen what love does. It breaks people into pieces. Yet I'm here going on about love to the guy that seems to know everything about it. Dexter, dexter, dexter. I'm here because you're going away and you've been going through my mind like crazy. It sucks! Because in this moment, I felt like this was the time. That the moment was right with you. Did you really mean it when you said we were meant to be?
