𝘽𝙞𝙜 𝙈𝙚𝙨𝙨//𝘼.𝙍

~01~

Saturday Morning; 6:09 AM
Y/N POV:
I cant take it anymore. I was laying in my bed soulless as i just kept hearing faint noises of my mother and brother arguing. They wouldn't stop shouting so i decided to sneak out through my window and went to my favourite place; the skate park. But before i went, i made sure i grabbed my skateboard and left. The sun was slowly rising, showing a hint of pink and purple combined together with a pinch of orange meaning it was the sun. It was so beautiful. I skated down the street listening to 'who- tsuki' and my mind just drifted off, just the way how i liked it.
I arrived at the skate park and it was by 6:30AM. My eyes wondered to the park as a i saw a group of boys chilling there, but luckily i knew one of them; Alvaro. He was like a primo (cousin) to me so i have love for him. As i blinked i saw his friends and himself walking towards me, was i nervous? yeah! His friends are CUTE.
"Y/N, hey sis" Alvaro said with a calm voice and waved at me. He stands about 5'6 and has a nice smile and dark brown hair that was effortlessly slicked back. I greeted him back as i couldn't help but stared at his one particular friend..

Once Alvaro introduced me to his friends they were Roshaun,Mattia,Kairi and they all seemed pretty cool and nice.
"Oh, and this is Alejandro, Alejandro this is Y/N" as he introduces me to him. He just nods not seem to care,
ok rude.
"Hey Alvaro, it was nice seeing you but i need to skate for a while, just come by my house later on?" i asked smiling cheekingly. He agreed and so i said bye to the boys as i skated off. Alejandro oh Alejandro.. WAIT why am i thinking about him? thats hella weird. As i skated through the park for a while, it was 7:45AM so i decided to go back home.
On my way home i recieved a text from Alvaro:

Shorty🤓!
Hey y/n, me and the
boys are on our way!
see you soon prima.   
  -read: 7:53AM

Y/N💕!
oh yeah thats fine :)
btw, go through my window
my mum isn't nice today..
-read 7:55AM

I smiled and decided to look abit more alive as i had deep dark circles around my eyes as i couldn't sleep as often cause im really scared if one of my family members just burst through the door and could possibly kill me. Yes, they don't care about me, ever since my father passed, nobody's been the same.. Mom's an alcoholic, My two brothers; Kian, Jayden really dislikes me as i still question to this day and i lost contact with my older sister Cristina. Furthermore, i'm suffering from severe depression.

As my music plays through my speakers, I put concealer under my eyes and blended it with a beauty blender and finally looked more alive.
*knock knock*
I glanced at my window quickly and saw it was Alvaro and his friends behind him. I made a signal that he could come in and so the boys came, they all gave me a hug as they started to get comfortable in my couch and bed, of course playing my ps4. As they were playing and talking about girls, i couldn't help yet look at Alejandro only for him to be looking at me already. My eyes looked at him up and down as he started to smirk.. kind of.
"Y/N, you single?" Mattia asked me out of curiosity as i nodded my head in agreement.
"You not much of a talker??" Roshaun asked.
"No..I-" as i was cut off by Alvaro,
"Guys! Don't talk like that! She's fine if she doesn't wanna talk normally" i just smiled at him.

Time went by, it was 4PM and i heard the front door shut very loud hearing a scream, it was Kian..
He seemed like he drank alot as he slurred his words coming upstairs. I quickly hurried the boys to my toilet and closet as i sat in my bed pretending to be on my phone. Yet i guessed it, he barged into my room and started calling me a whore and that dad used to love him more then me as im not important to the family. Did those words hurt? Yes. Am i bothered? Nope. I just kept nodding my head so he can just shut up until he left. Slowly, the boys came out both closet and toilet and their eyes were full of sorrow as one of them was about to speak i cut them off,
"You guys needs to leave..NOW" i screamed trying to hold back my tears.
They nodded and all left: thats when i started bawling my eyes out i couldnt look weak infront of everyone but i knew how to fake a smile infront of people. Suddenly, i felt arms wrapped around me, i flinched but i look up to see-

END OF CHAPTER 1!
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