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| 9 : Drunk Taehyung |

"STOP HYEJA! YOU KNOW DAMN WELL HE'S DANGEROUS." Namjoon shouted, thing to intimidate me. It's been days since I've started trying to convince them. I wanted to befriend HongJoo to 'help' them but he was stubborn.

We were inside one of the classrooms in the university arguing. Taehyung sat their looking pissed but couldn't butt in because he might infuriate NamJoon more.

"I don't want to see you trying to get close to him again. Take note HyeJa, you're not special nor important to us. If you get into trouble or danger we will not be helping you. Die on your own." NamJoon went out, banging the door. I wasn't hurt. Well maybe just a little bit. Or maybe more.

Exactly why would he whole-heartedly offer me a full scholarship without anything in return?!

I scoffed at myself currently in disbelief.

"Hey, don't mind him. I know it might've hurt you but he's just speaking out of his emotions. He's just angry and worried." TaeHyung comforted me. Embracing me.

"He's the type of person who bursts out everything hurtful to a person he's worried for." He continued saying reassuring words but I wasn't paying attention. I was frozen, he was caressing my hand, our hands completely intertwined.

"Fuck." I cursed, for the first time I was flustered like for real. You know when you feel butterflies from a certain person just by a mere touch, this was it. "What?" He was confused as to why I suddenly cursed.

What the fuck is this shit?! I'm so overwhelmed with my feelings the first thing I thought was run out of that place. Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! WHAT IS THIS UNNECESSARY THING I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW. IM SO FUCKED.

We have a rule HyeJa, FONF. Fuck Only No Feelings.

You haven't even fucked and yet you're developing feelings?! I mentally scoffed at my thoughts, cursing at myself once again.

I entered one of the toilet cubicle taking my dummy phone out. I always have atleast 5 of these. "Find out things about Lee HongJoo." I sternly said. JiSoo just said yes from the other line. I threw the dummy phone in the toilet, flushing it which left no trace of my conversation with JiSoo.

I can't believe I'm falling for him. We've only known each other for atleast two weeks. I mean I don't really blame myself, since he's handsome, thoughtful, warmhea- NO HYEJA HE'S AN ENEMY.

You're just using them to succeed in your own plan, you're a greedy and a selfish asshole who only cares about herself, don't let a stupid scrumptious man get through you.

I told myself over and over again.

If we were ordinary people, can we date? Can I pursue this on going feelings that I know I can't stop? Will I be able to get over this mission knowing I'm falling for him? Can I continue on using them?

•••••

"Ok so first you need to find what the variable is, using this formula then blah blah blah........" SeokJin continuously explained the equation which I absolutely failed to understand. Seriously, what's the point of learning shits like these, it's not like I can use this somewhere in the future. What? Am I gonna suddenly encounter someone who's gonna ask me what the area of a circle is? FUCK NO.

I've got more than enough money to hire someone for that.

"Did you understand?" I just sighed at his question, he's so eager to teach me but here I am thinking about nonsense.

"Jin, where are NamJoon and Tae?" I asked, unconsciously spouting his nickname that I just often hear him being called by. "Tae?" Jin smirked, ignoring the question.

"-Hyung, I wasn't done yet you know." He just chuckled at my attempt in covering up my mistake. "The professors and teachers decided to go out for a dinner. Don't worry though all of them are apart of Bangtan's men." I knew that already since I've dug every detail I could get from that university. However I acted surprised and shocked with the information I received.

"Everytime they go out for dinner, NamJoon and TaeHyung would get home drunk. But not as drunk as you made him that time. Taehyung has high alcohol tolerance, he's drunk but he's still aware of his surroundings." Jin continued to talk about how NamJoon got home so drunk and started singing in falsetto. I was laughing so hard just by imagining it.

JiMin, HoSeok and JungKook entered, hearing my laughter. "YoonGi seems to be coming back home earlier than we thought. 3 weeks from now he will be coming back. You'll be able to meet him HyeJa~yah." HoSeok perked. I remained smiling, acting as if I wasn't planning on killing that sly cat.

What's the reason for him to be back so soon? I need to get over with this mission, ASAP.

•••••

Silently snoring in my room, I suddenly heard the door creak opened. I pretended to be asleep further, trying to seem unfazed. The door soon closed, the lights still off, as if it was trying to silently go towards me.

Is it an assasin? Did NamJoon find out about me and decided to kill me in my sleep? Thoughts like those ran around my mind as I listen to the sound of the person's footsteps.

Soon I felt the bed lowering because of the weight. It was sitting beside me already, watching me sleep. This is so creepy.

"HyeJa~ssi, you don't know how much you've been shaking my heart lately. Is this right? I feel so guilty." I frowned, why does he feel guilty? What's so wrong about liking a normal girl like me, I mean that's how they think I am.

"HyeJa, why are you so enticing?" He asked, softly I can feel him chuckling a bit at his cringey words.

"It's so wrong for me to feel like this towards someone like you but it feels so right because it's you." I felt little droplets of tears touch my arms as I listened to him sobbing quietly.

Soon enough, after calming down he went out of my room.

That night I spent my time thinking about what he meant about feeling something like that for someone like me.