There people telling me to talk more and don't keep whatever boiling inside.
But, the thing is, everyone is different. Not all people have abilities to Express themselves over whatever. Its lucky if we can Express whatever boiling inside to other. But, its really hard. Almost impossible.
It hurt more.. when you tried to express it.. but only to be laughing, trampled and look down..
And point i came to conclusions.. that
My misery is other happiness. While you're in pain, other are laughing happily. You're already dying with anxious, other telling you their happy wonderful life while comparing you.
Ah.. life really something that hard to live. Feel like .. life is hard but dying is even harder. Fuhhh... so tired.
But, there's another scenario happen.. which is when your happy.. the other suddenly become bitch.. oppss.. hahaha.. i mean disappointed by your happiness. Why?.. oh why?.. and this people really superb as they can Express their bitch-ness openly. Huh?? Arghhh....!!
