the survival

Glasses

Namjoon's POV

I know Taehyung before he got in the school as a sophomore. Well he didn't know me before, but Taehyung is the kind of person who always very kind to others even he wasn't always treated nicely. I mean who the hell kind of person that have a spiteful heart can hurt this kind of beautiful angel.

It was when i'm a junior in middle school. I had this fat body with glasses hanging on my nose. I was a new student here cause my elementary school was at Ilsan with my parents. I lived at Seoul with my brother Jin who was still a medical student at Seoul university. I know we are a very different person. My brother is a very popular person with humbly and bubbly character also top student at class. I look up at my hyung highly, that's why i'm very keen on to be like him. I also like to read so it's easy for me to follow his trait. I used to be popular at elementary school, they never judge my body, they always look up to me. But in Seoul, it was brutal. They always mock me for my body.

One day while i went home, my bullies went down on me, they grab me to the alley and grab my glasses. They attacked me even when i couldn't see properly. Damn it they even step on my glasses, i thought it would be the end of me. Till some strange kid try to stop the bullies. He push one of my bullies and get me off the ground. He grab me and pull me while whispering in my eay. "hyung, let's run on the count of three. one,two, THREE" He scream while drag me into running with him.

I couldn't remember his face but one thing i remember was his voice. I have a very good memory at remembering voices or songs or tunes.

We end up losing the bullies at the park. We end up lying on the grass while taking our breath.

"Thanks kid" i said while panting.

"yeah, it's okay hyung. My name is Taehyung by the way. What's your name hyung? Tae asked.

I smiled, tried to squint my eyes to look properly at Taehyung but i can only see his nose, there was a cute mole at his nose. I forget to answer him, cause suddenly my bullies appear out of no where.

There were 3 peoples cornering us. The 2 of them strangeled me while one of them punched me. Taehyung tried to hold the one who punched me but he got pushed down to the ground and got couple of punchs him self. I felt rage and with that i fueled my self and kicked my bullies at his back. He fell and tried to attack me again. But i got smart and kicked again. I was really angry at them and tried to knocked them down the best i could. Two of them run, but i still attacked at the one who beat Taehyung. Until a soft tug stoped me immediately. I heard his soft voice trembling "Hyung, stop you're hurting him. Look at your hand, let's clean them up hyung. Come on, he is not worth it."

I felt like i was hypnotized by his voice and left my bully. Taehyung draged me to the pharmacy and he asked for an antiseptic there. He tend to my wound carefully and i helped him tend to his wound. There were bruises at his face, at his corner lips and his right temple.

"Oh god, look at you face. I'm sorry Tae, it's because of me your face have bruises now. How could they do that to a lil kid like you, i should punch him harder" i fumed.

Taehyung just laughed "It's okay hyung, I'm fine with that, ohh Hyung where is your house? I'll accompany you there." Tae asked.

"i live 2 blocks from here. It's already noon, you gotta get home yourself kid" i refused his offer.

"But your glasses was crush, how you can get home like this?" Tae asked.

"No, it's okay. I'm not blind kid hehe i still can see my way. Please go home, it's already late. Don't want you get into trouble." i said.

"oh my god, you are right, my granny will be flipped if i'm not home anytime soon. I'm sorry hyung gotta run now. See you aroud hyung." Tae gave me one last wave and run toward his house. With that i parted with him in front of the pharmacy.

"Yeaah,, see you around kid" i said while smiled at him. Not knowing that i wouldn't meet him again after a long time.

From that moment, my bullies never dare to touch me again. I got my self admitted to Taekwondo club, i had to take care of my self so i need to learn how to do that properly.

Since then, i never met with Taehyung. Foolish me, he never even know my name. I hope to meet him someday, cause after all i change for the better because of him. I also loss couple of pounds from my self and with puberty hit hard i also gain my height, now i'm 181 cm and have muscles in my body. I don't used glasses anymore cause i already had my eyes lasik. No wonder Taehyung can't recognize me.

I knew from the first time i bumped into him. I just didn't know how to approach him. Well i also still have Jisoo as my girlfriend, not that i like her or something. But i get tired of her nagging after couple of months it gets annoying and she liked to bully people who even looked at me. So i bacame the heroes for them all and decided to end all of her tantrum. She became less annoying and keep the bully at the lowest. Doesn't mean i hate her to the point of dead, it's just sometime i can't handle her. Now i feel sorry for her, of course i'm sad she was a pretty good friend of mine. I hope i won't meet her again as a zombie. How can i fight my ex girlfriend, that will be traumatic event i guess.

I would like to approach Taehyung before, but i didn't want Taehyung to get hurt by my girlfriend, so i just watched him a little, not a little i guess, i mean time after time. Untill someday he ends up signing a job as a librarian. That was the best day of my life, i could watch him often while i studied.

Now, here i am. Trap in library with the most dazzling eyes i ever seen. Never look at him this up close before, he has one eyelid at right and double eyelid at the left. His soft deep eyes that contain lots of hurt but he never show it. He always looks calm and contain despite what his schoolmate did to him.

"Hyung, why are you staring at me like that? are you okay hyung?" Tae asked.

" Tae, can i hug you? " i asked slowly.
i don't know why i say that i just can't hold it anymore.

"y-yeah of course" he said while blushing so cutely. I grab him and he fall to my arm. His body feels so warm and soft and its fit perfectly with mine. Never in my life, i imagine this will happen.

" i miss you Taehyung, where have you been?" i asked softly. It slip my mouth while i hug him tightly.

"What do you mean you miss me hyung?" Tae ask in my arm.