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India RoyaleSunday-July 5, 20192:33 am"India's Mom's House"

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India Royale
Sunday-July 5, 2019
2:33 am
"India's Mom's House"

"INDIA GET THE HELL OUT MY HOUSE" as my mother slammed the door. I slid down onto my mother's porch as my white tank became dirty from the wet bricks since it was raining earlier that night. "Two in the fucking morning and my mom is already on her bullshit" I sighed.  Reached in my duffel bag to grab my charger so I could text my boyfriend since I have no where else to go. This lady is seriously tripping. Every time the family comes together for a nice event , has a good time and enjoys each other's company she is always the one acting out. I prayed to the lord that this lady never touched a beer bottle again. Alcohol and her mentality doesn't go well. I unlocked my cracked iPhone to text my boyfriend.
...is he even my boyfriend maybe I'm moving to fast. Shit like this always messes with my head.

𝗜𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗮: Can you please come pick me up , sorry for bothering you, but my mom been drinking again.

With him I never had to really sugar coat shit because he was always there for me, well for the three months we been knowing each other. I feel like I could already trust him. I'm always moving so fast with a dude I like just for them to turn around and hurt me.

𝗟𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲: yea India I'm on the way, better be glad I was up playing 2k or ya lil lightskin ass would have been stuck on the porch.

He always joked so much but it kind of cleared my head lol. I laid on my duffel bag until he pulled up. Listening to "Buy You A Drank" My dad put me on to T Pain especially with those loud ass Saturday morning . He would always play T Pain to clean up. I miss him maybe things would be better if he was still here. As soon as I started to close my eyes a white hellcat pulled up. I jumped up so fast with a big ass smile on my face. Felt like I was a kid again. I walked over with my "spinnanite" bag to hug lance. "Thank you, you always come through"

Lance POV: you welcome India , now get ya short ass in the car it's chilly out here. I got back in my whip and looked over at India while I pushed my seat back. "Where my gas money lil shawty?" India's eyes widened after hearing my question "boy stop playing" she responded. I laughed sooooo, you hungry we can go to the Waffle House.  "Na I'm full off those ribs and macaroni from yesterday , my uncle grilled you should've came over" India laughed. I mean I would've if someone invited me as I whipped my head to her. Shawty be forgetting about me it's cool. I cranked the whip up to back up.  "Lance what are we? India asked. Babygirl chill out , as I sped down Dixon Rd.  I can see the look on her face after I said that but I wasn't ready for nothing serious. I'm just trying to look out for shawty.

India's POV: I stared out the window kind of shook. This dude really jus ignored the real question. Maybe I should chill out . I could feel my stomach growling but I only had $300 and I wasn't about to spend it on food or let him buy me food. I jus sat back for the rest of the 5 minute ride. We pulled up to Lance's mom house . I've only been here a couple times but I was never here when his mom was here. I got out the car kind of hesitant. "So your mom cool with me spending the night? Or even staying for a while I need to figure things out?" I asked Lance. "She was sleep when you text me but I'm sure she don't mind just come straight to my room when you get in." Lance replied. I walked in after lance and headed to his room. I sat my bag down on his floor on top of his white forces by mistake. "Shawty just put your bag on top of my shelf in my closet" lance said. I hate coming into someone's home and staying more than a couple days I feel so insecure. "Actually can I get a towel I'm going to take a bath before getting going to bed." I asked. "Bathroom on the left when you walk out and the closet full of towels down the hall 3rd door on the right" Lance said. I grabbed my onesie and my soap and walked to the closet. I opened the closet and it was only a few rags and 1 towel left so I couldn't be picky. I picked up any and walked into the bathroom. It was very clean I like a clean dude . I took off my clothes and turned on the shower and hopped in. The hot water felt so good running down my body . No one screaming in my ear every two minutes. Just peace and quiet. I hopped out the shower and brushed my teeth. I sat on the toilet. "Lord why is my life going so wrong I know everything I did in the last wasn't right but why am I still getting punished for it , I'm trying to do better but my mom isn't very helpful and all of the things I did she always holds over my head. Sometimes I feel like giving up but I know I'm strong" I put arms crossed on my legs and put my head down letting the tears drip off my face. "India you good it's been a whole hour , I know you dirty but damn" Lance laughed. "Yea I'll be out in a minute" I said trying to hold back the quiver in my voice. "You okay in there I know your night been pretty crazy but we can talk about it when you get out." Lance said. "I'm good Lance thank you." I said. I got up and grabbed my clothes opening the door to see lance standing there shirtless with a confused look on his face. "India I know when you're not okay so let's talk about it" I just stared at him . I never told anyone about my past because I'm trying to let it go. I'm trying to better myself and bringing up the past isn't going to help the future. "I-I.. I'm good lance I promise" I replied. I walked in his room and put my clothes in my bag setting it on the shelf. Lance walked in and got into the bed. I stood there. "So like where am I going to sleep? On the floor? No covers? No nothing?" I asked. "Girl get in the bed and lay down why you need somewhere else to sleep i'm stank or something" Lance laughed. My stomach began to twirl "if you insist" I said while rolling my eyes playfully. We laid facing each other, tucking the cover under my body. "India you know I'm here to listen to you right? If somethings up tell me." Lance said. " yea I know but can we talk about it in the morning it's almost 5 in the morning I'm tired." I said. "Ok ms.thang whatever you want you got it." Lance said as he turned to the other side of the bed. "Lord please let me get on my feet and guide me in the right path." I prayed , while my eyes closed.

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