Dejected

Chapter 2

Atlast! School year end. No lesson plan, no computing of grades and No hard headed students. Well, I will miss them but just for 2 months and after that we will see each other again.

Madaming nangyari sa loob ng 10 months with the students. Di maiiwasan sa mga studyante na makikipagbasag ulo kunting hawak lang makikipagsuntukan na or minsan din mga babaeng magpaparinigan sa klase. Kailangan mo din mag home visit dahil 1 week ng absent ang student mo, or di kaya tatawagan ang parents. Believe me or not every friday is the parent time dahil every friday may mga parents na pupunta to ask about their students with regards in school performance and their behavior, iba't ibang personality ang iyong makakaharap and to the point na mang aaway sa kapwa parents or ikaw ang aawayin,  minsan din advising time sa mga students. Ang di ko tlga malilimutan is noong nagtampo talaga ako sa mga students ko dahil yung effort na effort kana para sa Christmas Celebration nyo pero sila parang walang lang at worst pa while were having a meeting sa room to finalize everything bigla nalang may isa na nagsabi na do we need to attend that party? Is it necessary? just a waste of time' oh diba di ka magtatampo niyan what I do is I stop the meeting and tell them No celebration will happen. Pero alam niyo kung ano ang maganda after what happen they learned to appreciate things, they send me lot of messages in emails, messenger and a letter every day on how deeply sorry they are and also naging responsable sila dahil naging successful ang christmas celebration nila without my help.

I would say handling student is not an easy job especially grade 7 students kasi dapat hands on ka talaga sa pagbabantay sa kanila kasi you wouldn't know what will happen for the next  minute of your life kapag wala ka sa klase take as an example, one of my collegue, went out of the class just to go to the bathroom and you know what happen , one of her student got an accident, his head bump in the cemented wall and collaps. Do you think who's fault is it? You may thought the students fault but no your wrong , his parents blame the teacher to the point na nagsampa ng kaso ang father ng bata.
Imagine how a teacher's life would be? Hindi lang naman kasi pagtuturo ang ginagawa naman minsan din naging bodyguard kami, minsan din nurse, minsan din judge, at ibp.

I am here in school busy preparing questions and activities for my Remedial Class. I need to summarize and shorten the topic, I also studied their weak points so that they can easily cope up. We have remedial classes for the students who needs attention.

(Cellphone Rings)

It's Jessa, one of my close friend during my highschool years. 

Hello?

Joy' I got a news for you .

What is it?

May meeting tayo sa Sunday' para sa Reunion natin. After the mass.

Ganun ba? Sa highschool ba? I'm not sure Jess' you know I am busy but I'll try ok?

Hmmm. Yes , Okay' Bye.

Bye Jess"

Jess is my close friend not my bff, i don't do such thing because we are living in a 21st century were people are in a Give and Take relationship. Para bang nasa kagubatan napapaligiran ka ng mga masasamang hayop na naghihintay lang makatiyempo. Well, that's how I see the world. Tska they won't stay for good, people intend to move forward and you are not part of it.

Reunion ha? For almost 6 years magkakaroon kami ng Reunion and my batch mate will be there and that's include him if he would attend the said meeting.
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Days Passed and it's Sunday. I am here at the church it's my date time with god. If you ask me if do I have a boyfriend, I would just laugh at you it's obvious naman na hindi pa ako nakakamove on sakanya.

Speaking of him' He's here with his 3 siblings and mother , I could say na siya yung tumatayong father kapalit sa deceased father niya since siya naman ang nakakatandang anak na lalaki.
His name is David Albezas. Now you know who's the unlucky guy whom I can't move on. He become matured, and of course tall, his very handsome in my eyes.

I am unconsciously looking at him to the point that he looks at me saglit, my heart aches for what just happen I feel so sad because,he used to look at me lovingly and now he looks me as if I am mere acquaintance lang.

What just really happened to us? Tanong na paulit ulit kung hinahanapan ng sagot. Sa duration ng mass, nahati ang attention ko. Forgive me lord.

After the mass I go to the meeting place tinext na saakin ni Jess last week kung saan ang venue at napagusapan na sa conference hall nalang ng church , katabi ito ng mismong simbahan since may access ang isa sa mga classmates ko nuon since member siya ng choir.

May mga ex classmates na akong nandito probably umattend ng 1st mass or ng 2nd mass.

Hai Ma'am Joy! as they teased me.

Che! Joy nalang grabe kaayo.

They laugh.

Blooming natin ngaun ah! May bf kanaba ngaun?, Jerome asked one of my batchmate

No comment, I replied to them

Ha? Bakt no comment? Lovely ask

I just shrug. Bago pa sila magtanong ulit  dumating c Jess at iba naming classmates kaya nawala sa akin ang atensyon busy sila sa pagkakamusta sa bawat isa.

Dumating ang president namin noon which is pinsan ko si Dianna.

Okay' since were almost complete na' let's start. Dianna

Hinanap ng mata ko siya pero wala akong nakita.  While im busy scanning around nag ring yung cp ko kaya I excuse myslef from them.

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Few minutes bumalik ako and apologize to them cause I need to go, I excuse sinabi ko sa nila Call of Work, nagtaka pa sila kung bakt sunday naman daw ngayon but Jess answered them in behalf of me. Umalis ako I also inform Jess na tawagan ako or itext kung ano ang outcome ng meeting.

Someone Pov

Little she don't know dumating si David. At the back of the mind ni Jess she utter this words.
(Hindi talaga sila itinadhana)

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Dear You,

Hai po sa inyo? Hope you like my story I know medyo may mga grammatical error dyan pagpasensyahan niyo na as I said po if nakita niyo yung abouts ko I am just a newbie. 😊

Feel free to comment po,

Yours truly,
Iamnobody