Realism

Warnings/ Prologue

This story will contain cursing, sexual situations, alcohol, smoking?, and boyxboy.

In this book, Zayn will basically be a reincarnation of myself. He'll reflect on things that have happened to himself (things in my life) with an attitude almost identical to mine. Of course I'll be changing certain events, characteristics, and people to help it fit with the storyline, but yeah...the book is special to me.

Ships: Ziam and Larry

***The story will also trade between journal entries and a normal story setup***

Enjoy x

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Date: November 21st, 2014 ~ 12:50AM
Weather: grey, cloudy, and rainy
Relationship status: single
Definitive conclusion on humanity: It's a lost cause👎

Hello, my name is Zayn Malik and I am a sociopath. Okay not really, but I do hate people.

From today on, I've decided to keep this journal as a way for me to vent so that I don't lose my shit in public and wind up in jail or something. This is the map to my life so listen carefully and keep quiet because a lot of this may be considered an unpopular opinion.

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I only have two close friends because they're the only people I can remotely stand. One goes to my school and the other...well let's just say they're currently out of reach.

My school friend's name is Louis, and he's gay (not that that's really important). To be honest, it is a miracle that I've been able to stay sane in Lou's presence for this long. He is always so positive and forgiving of people's impudence (sometimes...), which I obviously am not. He's always saying stuff like "we're not perfect, we're not clean cut, we're just trying to be ourselves." Well sometimes I think that people need to try a bit harder to be tolerable. But don't get me wrong mate, Louis can really whip some ass when he wants to. His tongue just has this poisonous lash to it.

My other friend Perrie is quite similar to me, but can get quite agitating at times. I mean it happens with any relationship, especially online bonds in my opinion. Whenever we meet in real life, there is not even a thought of annoyance present. There'll be things you like in a person and things you don't, and that is what makes it a healthy relationship: balance.

Soon enough, we will be at the same school, but until then... The two of us mainly text (not as often as we used to) because of the tragic distance, but we take what we can get. Every once and awhile we are gifted with the oppurtunity to meet in person, and the world just stops as we talk. It's so much different than texting. All my anger, annoyance, and negative feelings dissipate because I'm just so happy to be in the moment with her. She's amazing.

Well...that's all for today. Talk to you tomorrow.

Zayn x

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{Harry's Blog} ~ mikeyspizzaslice

Posted 2 hours ago:

/)-(\ hey guys!!! So sorry I haven't been online lately, school's stupid -_- but guess what?! I met someone today and you'll never believe how silly it was kind of embarrassing actually...

Okay so like, it was lunchtime and I was just hanging out in the bathroom fixing my hair just like any regular day when this guy walked in. Tbh, I didn't even notice he came in until 7 minutes later lol. Anyway, I backed into him and almost knocked him over so of course the first thing I could think of slipped out 'oops'. Ik stupid right.

But wow guys... ε-('∀｀; )He literally looked like a fallen angel with clear blue oceans trapped in his eyes, and ohmygod... DO NOT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HIS LIPS. ugh. He's so beautiful. Plump lips, feathery hair, and a voice smoother than butter. Too bad I was too enthralled to form coherent sentences.

He said 'hi' to me then smiled before moving to wash his hands. I blushed and rushed out before I could make a complete fool out of myself. Sigh.

#prayforharold2014 （；￣ェ￣）

~Mikey wants another slice ;)