LOVE MEEE!! - (Abandoned)

You can do me if you want to

I immediately pull myself away from Felix.

I shut my eyes tightly and hope it's not Ian. Or should I hope it's Ian?

I mean I am doing this to make him jell, but why do I feel like I'm cheating on him?

Oh god!

But it felt so good.. his lips on mine, my arms around his neck, holy shit.

I hope Felix doesn't notice.

Wait.. I hope Ian doesn't notice.

"Ahem! I asked you if you could not do it in our faces!"

Someone's in a Levi mood, and not the sexy mood. The stupid, irritated, screaming shortie.

I shake my head, trying to get the embarrassment off me, and of course I was still blushing.

"W-Why? You got a problem with me kissing this sexy hunk of man that reminds me of Rin from Free somehow?" What? I reference anime when I'm nervous.

Ian just scoffed at me. Rude and disrespectful.

"P-Please, like I care who you kiss Misa-."

"IT'S M-I-S-H-A." I correct him. How dare he call me the name of the bitch that came between Light and L's love.

"Let's just go babe." I see him wince as Felix called me babe.

"Misha-."

"What the hell are you doing Ian, let's go."

What is he playing at? Does he hate me or want to fuck me?

One second he's forgetting my name, the next he sounds like a desperado.

"C'mon, Misha. It worked."

"What the fuck do you mean it worked?" Oh I'm still pissed by the way.

"You know you just look like an angry cat right now, and you look even cuter than before."

I feel my face heat up. "That's not gonna work you know, I'm still pissed." Yea, yea I'm stubborn.

He grabs  my arms and turns me around to face him.

He laughs, "Really, I think you're really cute."

Oh god he's actually serious.

"R-Really?" I ask him.

Why is my heart beating so fast? I'm not the main character of some shoujo anime, am I?

I mean, this isn't the first time someone called me cute.. but the way he said it.. it just felt different.

"Yeah, really. I think you're really sweet and adorable."

Keep your cool. Keep your cool.

"N-No I'm not." Why is this so hard?!

"Yeah you are, all flustered and red." Hey! That's a cheap shot.

"I-I like Ian." Sure. Point out the obvious. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

"I know," he says, "and that's why I know that any guy would be lucky to have you."

Stop being so sweet! Why can't you be more like Kazuma? Oh.. I'm so confused.

Felix is sweet and hot, and Ian.. hasn't really done anything for me. But at the same time.. I like Ian.

"Anyway. Are you free this Saturday? We're gonna have a party and everyone really wants to get to know you. They were literally clawing at Chris the minute we left."

A party?

"S-Sure, why not? I've got nothing better to do."

"You can do me if you want to." He winked at me.

Whaaaaaaa-

Okay.. I really want to apologise. I haven't been on for days, because my editor was nagging me that I wrote too much..

And there was the slight problem that every time that I wasn't writing, I'd feel guilty and cry.. and that was majorly upsetting. So I forced my self two days off to relax my mind..

And I'm back