Just An Ordinary Girl

Chapter Three

*"Why do you only have one eyebrow that just looks atrocious who would wanna date you when you look this way?"
Cole no
"But Cole..I I-"I whimper.
"But nothing MaFreak,I'd never want to be with someone as deformed looking as you,get that in your damn head.Or whatever is left of it I guess." He said, laughing.
No fuck this isn't happening.
"Cole dont go please..I think...I think im inlove with you!" I say helplessly.
But he's gone..all I hear is the echo of my desperate voice.
Theres a loud screeching sound on the wall.
What the?
In huge black letters,spread across the hallway wall was written:'No one will ever want you MaFreak,you a reject,a mistake,a burden!Get lost from this world you aren't wanted!'
Suddenly everything starts fading...getting blurry...stop...*

I gasp.

Beads of sweat drops down from my face,uncontrollably.

I feel hot,tears rolling down both my cheeks and onto my hands.

This was the first and only nightmare I have ever had in my entire life.

I can't even think straight!What?why!

Was this God's way of telling me that Cole or everyone else in my life doesn't or will never give a damn about me?

I need water I just really can't deal with this right now...

I walk downstairs,go into the kitchen and get ice water from the fridge.

I literally gulp the water down in less than a second,agh.

I hear the tv on,Mike must be asleep on the couch.

"Mikey?" I ask from the kitchen.

No reply.

Agh come on man really!

I walk to the lounge and see Mike lying on the floor.

I lazily bend down to wake him when I see that there's a knife and blood in the carpet.

I gasp.

I turn Mike over and there he lay,slit wrists...

My heart literally skips a beat.

I dial 911 and scream for Mum and Dad.

This isn't happening I'm still dreaming right?

No.

Fuck.

The ambulance arrive after five minutes,my brother is on a stretcher and in the ambulance with both my parents and I inside.

I refused to let go of Mikes hand.

"I love you Mike,don't leave me please Mike you the only person that makes me happy please don't go Mike,"I choke on my tears I can't take this pain inside of me.

Both mum and dad are crying non-stop,dad is praying and mum's eyes are bloodshot red.

The paramedics are doing whatever they can to keep him alive.

God?

Why are you doing this?

Not Mikey,not my innocent twelve year old brother.

No!I will not let you break me any more than you have already done!

Mike is rushed into theatre,my tears are all dried up theres none left.

I don't even care that im in my pyjamas and no shoes all that matters is Mike.

My Mike.

"H.honey ccome hhere" my mum says,her words slurry.

I run into her arms sobbing.