Angel Eyes

Sweet Smiles In Disguise

"They say that love is forever, your forever is all that I need, please stay, forever with me."

Those words. That simple line. They buzz around in my head like a horde or angry bees. What once meant something so sweet, so innocent, now is a nightmare. Haunting me, every night. Every word you said, I beleived, how stupid could I have been? But I fell for your smile. The light in your hazel-green eyes, the way you laugh, the words you spoke so romantically as they danced through your lips, filling my head with lust and infatuation. But now, those same words that once gave me butterflies, only offer chills down my spine and pain in my chest. Knowing I lost what once was, and what could have been.

The worst part of it all... You knew exactly what you were doing. You played with my head, used me. You took advantage of everything I gave you, then left me behind when I needed you most. I was just another contestant in your game of torture. 

And I just wish I could say this was over. I wish I could wake up and not think about you. I want to get over it. But I can't. I have too many questions, and no closure. 
Now every time I look at your smile I see a disguise. I see the mask now, I know what lies beneath. I know the rules of the game, and I know extaly how to play. It's my turn now.

"Can't promise that things won't be broken, but I swear that I will never leave, please stay forever with me."