The twist in my life of reality

reality is not what I need

Everyday I wake up to the same thing. The same stupid bed, the same stupid room, and the same stupid house. "Wow......no surprise that I wake up disappointed like always." I said to myself. I heard a knock on my bedroom door. "Sis you up?". Oh god my brother. "Leave me alone it's Saturday for Pete sake" I told my brother. "Oh come on you can't stay in that room all day." My brother whined. "Well I can try..... now leave me alone!!!!" I said I started to sound like I was pissed off at him......oops. "Fine then" it sounded like he was about to cry. But what do I care if he cry's or not. He's so annoying. I decided to get up. I got dressed and headed down stairs. "Morning sis!". "How did ya sleep!?" I got greeted with 7 smiles. Oh and the smiles all belong all to guys. I almost forgot I had 6 brothers. 5 older ones. And 1 younger. Oh right and my dad. I stared at them for a little bit then I went out the door. "Hey where are you going?" I heard my dad say and all my brothers were staring. "I am going out with someone today." "Oh what is it your boyfriend?" Said my eldest brother sho. "A boyfriend?" Said my brother nick. "Ooooooo" said all of the at the same time. "Oh shut up! I am not going to see my "boyfriend" don't be stupid." And with take I left. "Hey over here." I heard a voice behind me then someone grabbed my shoulder I turned around and I saw my best friend Hana. "Hey there". "Hey" I said pulling out a smile. "Well you look depressed like always" she said with a smile. I don't understand how she could be so happy. "So anyway what's wrong now" she asked still with that stupid goofy smile. "Oh nothing it's just why does reality suck so much?" I said starring at little kids playing on the playground. All I heard was the wind blow. It was it was so quite all you could hear over the wind blowing were the children playing. Then I heard someone speak to me in a soft voice "reality is the only thing that will keep everyone under control. It is why the world.....the people.......me and you are." Oh it was hana's voice. It was so soft and calming even with the words she are saying doesn't hurt. But still reality is not What I need.