A Jagged Hole (Nathan Sykes/TheWanted)

Chapter 9

Nathan's P.O.V

Jay just punched me "What the fuck Jay???!!!" I said holding my nose , that was bleeding .

"Don't call her a slut!" He said holding Amanda . She was crying and I felt horrible ... 

"You don't even know what happened yesterday!" He finished

"What do you mean?" I said still holding my hurt nose .

"Yes . She kissed Kendall , but then he started talking shit about you , so she slapped him and leaved the bar!" Jay said

"Amanda... I - I - " I tried to talk to her , but the only words that came from her mouth were "don't" ... Damn it ! I just messed up every thing! Now I don't have any chance with her. I can't believe she slapped him . She is just amazing , and and called her a slut . I'm an idiot ...

Amanda's P.O.V

I can't believe Nathan said that I'm a slut . He knows me more than I know myself , and I'm not a fucking slut ! I just hate him... No . I can't hate him . I love him . NO , I DON'T EVEN LIKE HIM. Shit . I'm so confused right now .

"Are you ok now , Amanda?" Jay asked , and I realized that I have been cuddling with him during hours . "Yes , I guess" I said

"You know that he is an idiot for saying that?" He said and I didn't answer "I know you're not a slut" he finished

"Thanks Jay" I said and he kissed my forehead .  

We fell asleep on Jay's bed .

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I woke up in the morning and got out of the bed , trying not to wake Jay up . I went to the kitchen , I started making some tea . I was the only one awake , well , that was what I thought ... I heard a noise , and quickly looked back to see Nathan staring at me. "Amanda , I'm so sorry" he said . I can't just apoligize him , he will have to struggle.

"Amanda , I know you're not a slut . You're amazing and I'm a dick ... I hate myself because I made you cry" he said . I can't handle anymore , so I said "No Nath , you're not a dick. Kendall is . He can't call my bestfriend a twat" I said , and he smiled , but soon his smile was gone ...

Nathan's P.O.V

"No Nath , you're not a dick . Kendall is . He can't call my bestfriend a twat . " she said . I smiled but soon realized what she just said . I'm only her 'bestfriend' but I want to be more than this , and she has the right to know .

"Bestfriend" I asked "Erm , yeah?" She said looking confused . "Amanda , I don't want to be only your 'bestfriend' " I said looking deeply in her eyes

"What?" She said "What I'm trying to say , Amanda , is that I think I love you"