(a/n: sorry this chapter is so short!!)
Crying wasn't something Miku did very often, but thinking about the whole situation between her and Luka made her eyes water nonstop. Why did it bother her so much? She didn't care that they had sex that night, it was the least of her concerns. The problem was, what if Luka didn't mean everything she said that night? Miku's heart would've been crushed at that. What if Luka did mean everything she said? What would happen then? Nothing would go back to normal, and what if Luka stopped feeling that way?
It all hurt. Her heart, her head... everything. Rin being clueless about it didn't help either. Maybe she was being too cautious, but Miku didn't care. She didn't want to get hurt, but she wanted to thrive with Luka at the same time.
"Miku!" She heard from outside her door, "Can I come in?"
The tealette covered her face to hide her tears, "U-Um... sure."
"You okay?" She felt Rin sit at the end of the bed.
"Yeah...." Though she sounded everything but "okay", her voice was shaky and nasally.
"Are you crying...?"
"No...." But she couldn't stand the lying anymore. She broke into a sob, "Yes, I am, Rin. I'm so scared... I don't want to change the relationship I have with Luka, and I'm not even comfortable with this. I'm straight... I know I am... so why do I feel this way?!" Her face was still buried in her covers, "Rin, I think you should go."
"You sure?"
"Yes, please, just go...."
The blonde left just as she came.
Miku hated life at the moment.
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hazy nights
FanfictionWhen two strangers wake up in the same bed together, the intentions of the night before is clear, but what happens when two best friends wake up in the same bed with the same circumstances? Was it all just an accident with no harm intended, or is th...
