my life is a becoming a mess

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Y/N POV

I was in my dorm thinking of what happened yesterday.
I left the party early without telling anyone.i heard miyo and Gai was the king and queen of hearts,and it still gives me jealousy,and I hate it!
Is it true that they don't really care about me?

I was snap out my thoughts by a knock on my dorm door,i ignored it. "Y/N?"I heard a male voice from the other side of the door with a concern and worried in his tone "I know you're in there,please...open the door,lets talk.." I think it was gai's voice

His tone made my stomach sink.
I didn't want him to worry about someone like me,its because of my run away incident yesterday...
His probably confused and worried at the same time because of that.

I didn't said a single word just looking at my door with my puffy red eyes,messy hair and dried tears on my face. I didn't want him to see me like this so I decided to go to my bathroom and tidy up myself..

I don't want them to act like they really cared about me...
I'm just wasting their time..
Why does Gai even came to try to talk with me...

I heard another knock on my door "look...I'm sorry for what I did wrong yesterday,I should've let you take your time"he said with a sigh...I just listened to him still not replying,i finished taking a bath then putting on some clothes..and yet he us still outside trying to convince me to talk to him...until another voice came in

"Leave her alone...don't make her condition worsen by your presence "the other one said
"What do you mean worsen? I'm trying to help her"I heard Gai said "Can't you see she's depressed because of you?!"the other one argued and I stand up from my bed then walk towards the door

I don't want them fighting over me...why are they wasting there precious time on me,its not like that they really care anyway.
I opened my dorm door to meet the gaze of my bestfriend and liu's. I looked at them with a emotionless face

"Stop..."I said blankly "Y/N..."I hear Gai mumbled the same tone still in his voice
"I said stop..."I said emotionless
"Stop acting like you care..."I said
"Y/N,i do care..."Gai said
"Oh really? Then you should have comforted me when you saw I was so depressed"I said coldly
It cracked my heart but I don't want to look week
"I always asked you if your ok,but you kept insisting you are"he said "and..you still believe me...you already know I'm not..."I said and chuckled "you were so easily convinced..it's obvious you didn't care.."I said shaking my head,i could feel tear stream down my cheeks and wipe it away

"Y/N-" "leave her alone,gai.she had enough"liu cut him off
"And also you too.."I said as liu look at me confused
"W-what?! Why me?"liu asked confused and shocked
I didn't said anything as I walk pass them

"I need sometime to think....I hope you guys would cherish this day since you won't have to act"I mumbled the last part but because of the silence of the Hallways it can be heard

I got outside and walked for a while trying to take in reality

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3rd persons POV

Y/N got back when she heard laughing coming from the lobby
She don't know why but her heart sank as reality hits her
"I knew it..."she whispered to her self as she closed her eyes making a tear ran down as she got inside her room locking herself in

"That's a great idea! She'll diffidently be bursting with happiness!"popo said
Everyone in the room was planning a party to cheer her up!
A party that will be all about her
"What food does she likes?"lonky said as everyone look at him
"Lonky,you know how to cook?"Gai asked as lonky smirked
"Of course I do! I'm a pretty good chief if I do say so myself!"lonky said standing up confidently as he held his waist
"Ok..well she really loves F/F!"Gai said since he knows her so well.
Well...not really

The planning went on for hours
While they planning they didn't noticed the other female was now opening her bedroom window with a backpack on.
Depression,betrayal and revenge was the only thing that is on her mind

"Don't you worry..you will soon see me as a perfect person and the one to be cared for.."she said looking back at the door then the note on her bed
She know she needs to stay since she was the competitor from her tribe but then she thought she was week..and thought that they could find a better replacement than her

She then jumped off the window

To be continue

I know you don't want to be the person full of hatred and stuffs but please no hate..
It's just part of the story and plus...I always wanted to be the evil one *smirks*
Now you just have to think of an evil version of your oc..
Mine? Well...it already is as you saw at my other story
If you don't know the story its called 'my pyscho girl' it is a gaiyo story and the same time my characters back story but it's still on hold since I posted too much story
Anyways I hope you enjoy it
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Pyscho out~

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