It was friday night around 7pm. Memi was out with Jasmine again. Those two should just make it official already. I was currently setting my plan in motion.
"Listen to me Ethan your gonna be fine just act normal and be you" I tried to reasure a nervous Ethan over the phone.
"Okay but what if I messed it up and he figure out I like him and don't feel the same way" Ethan ask. I'm not the best at motivational speech but I'm a badass in my mind not physically so on that note.
"Look he have to like you and if he doesn't he will when I'm done. Remember we are the brians of these operation they are the muscles we take control." that's how I see the whole Uke (bottom) as the brians and Semi (top) as the muscle they make act and are dominate and seem as if they are in charge but we fellow uke know we are the ones pulling the strings in the relationship. Boo woo don't agree sue me!!!
"Okay right! I'll do my best" Ethan stated.
"You know Ethan all your doing is hanging out and playing video games no need to make it sound like a final exam" I chuckle wanting to lighten the mood. "I'll call Brent in a few minutes after you're already there and makeup an escuse to not make it and the rest is up to you."
"Okay thanks again for helping me" Ethan stated.
"What are friends for we've got each other back now hurry up and get in there and do Normani iconic move she did at the VMA with the ass up in the air" I laugh teasing Ethan.
"I wish I was that gifted and bless" Ethan chuckles.
I finish talking to Ethan then text Brent that I have an family emergency because I couldn't bear hearing his voice as I lied.
Well tonight is the perfect night to listen to some sad songs and feel pity for myself as all my friends are out with their love intrest. I'm glad that things are going good for them and I hope they end up happy and in love with someone who truely loves and cherished them. I want my friends to find love before me. I don't want to be happily in love and they aren't.
On that note I set my playlist of sad songs and heartbreak songs on repeat and lock my door turning off all the light as I lay in complete darkness under my thick blanket. There's just a type of pleasure and comfort in being sad and alone in complete darkness. I listen to the sad song as I can relate to each words and welcome the depression and lonliness.
I may have cried my heart out but I'll never admit it. But we all need a moment to let the pain out.
And that's what I did I cry for myself in the dark about all the hurtful things that have mould me into the person or monster I am today.
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"Remember the last time I was getting you ready for a party, I was putting you in a dress" Memi smile as she roamed through my closet. Memi decided to dress me for the party and because she have a better fashion sense, I'm not complaining.
"Yep it's was crazy. Now look how we've grown cause now your gonna dress me back as a boy" I stated playing with my kinky curls while sitting on my bed. I honestly don't want to leave, but I also wanted to be around Adrien so I have to go.
"So are you planning on impressing or hoping to meet anyone special tonight?" Memi ask looking at me for a second with a smirk.
"No Memi I do not like parties okay. I'm just going to show my face because Adrien invited me about something with our bet" it was somewhat true.
"Okay I'm also meeting Jasmine there plus Ethan and Brent are meeting us in about 20 minutes." Memi stated.
"That's wonderful cause I'm leaving that stupid party in about 5 minutes so you guys can all hang together." I smiled. I'm so not gonna be a fifth wheel that's just depressing I'd rather take my chances at the party.
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