baby baby | moon taeil

seven

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it was the end of the week and we always go out with the boys to have drinks, this time it was taeil's night to be the designated driver.

we're greeted by all the guys once we got there. this time jaehyun and dong-hyuck brought girls with them. i introduced myself to them, it was nice not being the only girl for once. later on they had a friend meet up with them. i have never seen her before but she was so pretty and all of a sudden i just felt insecure.

she introduced herself to me and the guys, and she kept looking at taeil. taeyong noticed it and looked at me. i shook my head at taeyong hoping that he'd shake it off too.

"what's your name?" genevieve smiles at me.

"oh my name is nova, your name is pretty though!" i smile back to her. mentally cringing because what the fuck am i thinking.

"how long have you known the guys?" she questions.

"well i moved here my freshman year of high school so i've known majority of them since then." i nodded.

"you ever had a thing with any of them?" she extremely curious and it's kinda making her questionable.

"oh no haha they are all my best friends, some of them almost feel like my broth—" i am cut off by dong-hyuck who is drunk off his ass right now.

"but nova you don't remember when you and taeil dated? i mean like everyone wished to be y'all." and with the mention of taeil's name he shoots a look over to all the guys.

"he's drunk man. i wouldn't pay attention to him." johnny tells taeil.

taeil then looks over to me and i just smile and i see genevieve making her way to taeil. i then feel even more insecure and a sadness over me.

i then tell the guys that i'm not feeling well and that i'm going to take a taxi home. of course they're not stupid they know why i suddenly feel like this. they tell me to get home safe, and with that i leave.

i arrive at home and i go straight to the wine bar. i start crying and i call luca.

"what's wrong nova?" he questions me.

"i don't know, i'm drunk right now if you can't tell." i just lightly smile.

"well i can tell." he says sarcastically.

"he doesn't remember me at all we even looked through the yearbook. why did this have to happen to me?" i start sobbing at this point.

"hey hey it's okay nova."

"it's because i'm ugly. i'm not pretty like genevieve or mila. that's why he won't try to pay attention to me."

"don't say that, you knew how crazy in love he was with you back when you were in high school."

"yeah that was fucking high school and here i am still in love with him mean while i can't do shit to make him fall in love with me or anything." i sniffled. "i still love him."

we just stayed silent for a little bit. nights like these would rarely happen back in chicago. but he knew about taeil and he knew how i felt about the whole situation.

we hang up after a while. i then go to the piano and began to just play whatever my fingers would play.

instantly our song came to my head.

i began to play it and sang along with it. once i got to the chorus my voice cracked and i heard the front door shut. i turn around and see taeil staring at me with so much confusion.

"i'm sorry i'm drunk i don't really know what's going on my emotions are all over the place right now but i'm going to bed." i keep blabbering on but he just hugs me, very tight.

"are you okay?" i question him.

"i'm okay but just know that i'm here for you. always." he smiles.

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the next chapter is going to be the second half of this but in taeil's point of view. i'm sorry this is a little on the shorter side (": i hope you're all enjoying this book!! (: please vote and comment