He left me like this sad, broken, vulnerable, depressed, and suicidal and he didn't even bother telling me he was leaving. How will I ever forget the way he flirted so carelessly the way he had every stupid desperate girl like me wrapped around his fingers. The way he didn't give a fuck. Who could ever forget that walk the walk that contained every girls confidence in his cold hands. The way he talked the way those playfully sweet manipulative words flowed right through his mouth with every breath he took. How can I ever forget that look the look that made every girls heart melt, how can I how will I ever forget the last look he gave me leaving me trying to decipher its meaning ever since. When will I ever forget him. When will I not hear his voice within everyone that talks. When will I not see his face within every face I see. When will I stop looking for him within everyone. I will never find him within anyone he is beyond comparable nobody in this world will ever be able to steal my heart the way he did. They expect me to move on to forget about him don't they know once you meet him its impossible to forget. Haven't they ever felt the feeling of emptiness within them knowing that someone is the reason for that feeling and the feeling will never go away. The tragic part is no matter how hard I try I will never find someone like him. How can I ever love with the heart I once loved with when that very heart is in the hands of someone whom I will always love. I don't know what this feeling is I don't know whether its love, infatuation, desire, lust, or admiration. All I know is this feeling is indescribable, undying, irreplaceable, and unforgettable. This foreign unknown feeling has left me broken and vulnerable.
