"what are you doing here??" he ask
"nothing"
"did something bothering you??" he ask again
"I miss him"
"who??" he ask
"my only memories......... My bestfriend"
You wake up from your sleep with sweating like never before after you dreaming that 'thing' again.
"Again.... Oh my god... I'm begging you please... I know that is my fault but please!!! Stop haunting me!!!!!"you scream as loud as you can to let out your anger and sad in the same time.
You anger to yourself and sad of losing your bestfriend.
Suddenly your bedroom door opened. "why are you screaming like psycho in the morning?!! Dreaming again?? "your brother ask.
You just nodded lightly and with that you feel something warm at your cheek and you realized that you are crying.
Your brother came and hug you tightly. "y/n...please...that is not your fault..-"." it's my fault!! If I don't ask him to take my hat this will not happen!! I will not losing my bestfriend!!!" you hit your brother chest and hug him back.
Your brother rubbing your back softly to make you calm down. Your shoulder of course moving up and down because of sobbing.
"come on y/n...stop cry..you are not cute if you cry like this..now you get ready. You are going to your new school! Isn't it make you interesting??? Find new friend?? New atmosphere??"your brother ask you and holding your shoulder to make you face him.
You just agree even your heart doesn't.
You even not ready to face the reality! How can someone you didn't know can replace your best friend Jinnie?? Just Jinnie know your inner behaviour. Just Jinnie know your favourite thing or something like that. JUST JINNIE!!!
You get off from your bed after your brother tapped your hand and it make you snatch back to reality.
"okay... New school..it going to be hard" you said to yourself and walk to the bathroom and wash yourself. 15 minutes later.... You go downstairs and go to the kitchen to have your breakfast.
"good morning my little sweetie y/n.. Are you okay?? You look pale" your mom ask about your face that getting more pale after having nightmare.
You just nodded and giving her small smile."dreaming..again??" your mom was hesitated to say that worried if you can't control yourself from crying like a psycho.
You nodded again and you take a bite of sandwich and go to your brother's car. "goodbye mom!! I go to school!! "you said while you waving your hand and give the fake bright smile to your mom so your mom didn't worried about you at the new school.
When you are in your brother's car, you just keep silent until your brother break off the silent.
"so... Sis?? Hmm.. Can I ask you something??" he asking without looking at you worried if he lose concentrate in driving.
"wh-what is it?? " you said but you stuttering because you scared if he ask you a question that out of your mind.
"actually..you know.. I - I didn't mean to ask you.. This ..but. . . Can you.. Forget about him???".
Yes! What you thought just be reality. You saw that your brother's face became pale.
Maybe scared if you scold him. You give him a smile and said
"you know what bro?? I will never forget about him... He's the only my bestfriend ever" you said with your cold voice that's mean you are serious.
"please..sis..i never see your wide smile after that accident! I never heard your laughter since that accident happened! I miss old you.. Please... Move on!! " he motivate but it didn't affect on you.
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Yeah you are different from the past. You are the bright person. But... You've changed after the accident happened because in the same time you scared. You scared if your memories just faded away like that. At this moment, you just living with fear. "well we have arrived! " said your brother. You take your bag and give smile to your brother and walk away without saying anything.
