Thoughts

Robert

This guy in the picture is Robert I've known Robert for almost a year now. Robert is my boyfriend sometimes we fight.my mom doesn't approve of our relationship. I really love Robert. I don't know what I would do without him. I would probably kill myself I guess. It wouldn't be the first time I tried. I'm 16 years old.I have this case of depression. It started when I was about 13 years old. My dad died. It is really terrible death. He was hooking up over Horse trailer and he had a heart attack when he fell over the trailer went into his rib cage and one of his ribs punctured his lung. I was at school and they told me that my dad had died.I cried really really hard. Last year in January I met Robert. His mom had died the previous year. Two years after my dad died. His mom died around the same time my dad died.Robert and I hope to each other through a lot. We are going to be together for nine months on 12 December 2014. Sometimes when Robert and I fight I get really depressed and I have to cut myself.it's hard for me to stop. I've been doing it for such a long time. Robert tries to get me to stop and he's so far. I've been about five months without cutting myself now. to anybody that actually is reading this thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this. It would be helpful if you could comment. It helps when somebody understands. I love you all Farrell

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Desiree.