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#20. My clumsy Heart

Y/n POV

There is nothing rational about love. Love stutters when it gets nervous, love trips over it's own shoelaces.

Love is clumsy, and my heart refuses to wear a helmet!

I was lying on my bed and reading a book. Suddenly my phone buzzed. Yeah sure! It was from my favorite dork "peachie".

' What's up, gurlllllllll '. Her text read.

'Nothing much dork '. I replied.

'You know what! That guy, who proposed you is super crazy'. She continued texting me.

'Stop it, peachie. U know me well '. I texted her back. And switched off my phone. I don't really have the time to worry about these things. I already have a bunch of 'Taehyung things ' to worry about! And then THIS! A big no! These boys are complicated and ache in my head. I need to stay away from these things.

Should I join Yoga classes?

Or should I join swimming classes?

Cause I needed a change from my whole atmosphere. I need to experience new things to get myself busy. I sighed deeply.

' y/n, sweetie you have a call from your ee-mo'. I heard mom saying this from drawing room.Ee-mo? Why didn't she called me on my number? Realization hit me hard that I switched off my phone earlier. Shoot! I ran to drawing room and pick the phone.

" I don't know, ask her yourself ". Mom handed me her phone as I left the room. I know eemo will be mad at me for not calling her like before. What can I say? Or how can i say that I have  'these kind of problems are running in my life '! I hesitantly said hello over the phone.

" Y/n. You will be here on 29th right? ".eemo asked me. I stood there like a dummy, who have no idea what are the things, she is talking  about. 29th? When? Where? What? Why? So many thoughts in a millisecond.

" You will be here, right?"

" Where eemo? "

" Mom didn't tell you that our Hayoungie's birthday we are celebrating here in Korea ". Eemo's voice echoed through my head. So many memories flashed. " Ha young " is my brother & eemo's little daughter. She is turning 2 years (in korean age) soon.

" But - eemo I have class -"

" Don't say anything, just come here as soon as possible. Why are you like this? Just come here. I need to talk to you".  My words cuts when eemo said this to me. I didn't answer anything. I stood there froze.

Suddenly Those eyes. Those beautiful pair of eyes. Brown eyes were never really my favorite until I saw them on him. How can I forget everything? How can I sit here everyday and act like we never happened? The things we said, did, and went through. Taehyung, you had me dreaming and crying for 2 years! You were my first kiss, my first love, you were all I had, those memories! What can I do with them? They had to mean something at one point and it hurts to much to let it all go.

I cried again. With all the smiles you brought me, I never thought that you could cause me so many tears, Taehyung. I hate it like this! How can you forget me and move on like that?  I cried my heart out.

Taehyung POV

" Taehyung~ah "

Namjoonie Hyung called me from green room. We are getting ready for MAMA performance. Jimin and hobi hyung were busy getting ready,  while Jin hyung eating burgers with Yoongi hyung. I was sitting on a couch nearby the green room. Jungkook came and offered me orange juice and walked to green room for final touchups.